When German girl, Lena Müller, finally saves up enough money to go to Silverstone and go to the meet and greet that Lando Norris is holding. But when he invites her into the paddock he starts to catch feelings. But he couldn't date a fan... could he...
Eating was becoming extremely exhausting for me. I fell asleep after eating the pasta but I was doing really well that day. Lando woke me up a bit later with a pizza box. My favourite pizza too... he wasn't meant to be eating something like that but I don't think he really gave a fuck. We cuddled up on the couch and shared the pizza together. I took small bites of it and it took me half an hour. He brushed my hair with his fingers a few times to relax me and was literally so patient with me. I ate my half and I felt Lando wrap his arms around me.
"I did it... I ate it... I actually ate it..." I said while literally shaking.
"You did, baby. I'm so so so proud of you" he said as he kissed my cheek. I didn't deserve him at all.
My eating got so much better after that. I ate a little bit more everyday. Some days I couldn't pull myself to eat at all and Lando understood that. He pushed me to eat slightly on those days but didn't make me have like 3 meals and it would be more just small snack type things. This is probably where everyone says something like 'you hardly had an eating disorder because you only starved yourself for like 2 weeks and got your eating back to normal after 2 months. I spent a whole year' sucks for you but all our journeys are different. Lando managed to get me back to slowly eating before it got too bad.
2 months later and I was back to a healthy weight. I was still having the odd bad day when it came to eating but I was mainly getting back. I found another coping mechanism which was better than the others but still wasn't great. Vaping. We were in Vegas for the Grand Prix and it was also Lando's 24th birthday. Old man.
"Happy *kiss* birthday *kiss* to my *kiss* favourite *kiss* person *kiss* in the *kiss* world *kiss*" I said with kisses in between pretty much every word. I could hear him slightly groan as he woke up but he smiled instantly when he opened his eyes. He pulled me back in for a longer kiss. He was really craving me that morning. "Ich liebe dich, meine liebe" I said against his lips.
"Ich liebe dich auch, meine liebe" he said as he pulled away. He pulled me closer to him again and we had an intense make out session and we even had midday sex which literally lasted until about 7pm. We were fucking for hours and I'm surprised he had any cum left by the end of it. I was completely destroyed by the end of it but it was all worth it for the birthday boy. I still think he enjoyed the blowjobs more than anything. My sex drive was high as fuck. I literally wanted to fuck with him 24/7 and I had no idea why. I still have no idea why but I was just always craving him. And by him I mean his dick.
We decided to go to the casino which meant I had to dig out my fake ID. Fucking America. I was 20!! I was legal in every other country but nope!!! My fake ID was actually really realistic and even Lando was shocked by how good it looked. He went to play poker. Lando has always been great at poker but I'm still shit. He was always amazing when it came to his bluffs and he could easily detect the other's stupid ones. I don't actually remember a time where he lost. It scared me the most this time when he decided to make his minimum bet $10,000. I literally spat out my drink.
"$10,000!!??? Fucking hell, Lan!!" I said.
"Oh, come on, Lena. It's just a little gamble. Plus, I'm sure we can afford it" he said. We couldn't afford it. He could. I would be literally living on the streets.
"Are you sure you want to bet $10,000 on a poker game?" I asked
"It's not about wanting to, it's about having the money to" he said. Always had to throw in that he was rich as fuck. I held onto his arm the whole time and thank fuck that he won. I probably would have broken up with him on the spot if he lost. We played tons of pool games and then went to find something to eat. I was vaping the whole way to the restaurant. I knew how much Lando wasn't a fan of it but it was better than cutting myself or starving myself and Lando knew that. When we got into the restaurant I decided to torment him a bit by ordering fish.
"Are you gonna freak out and throw up if I order salmon for myself?" I asked
"I just don't understand why you never want to try anything new, Lena" he said. He just didn't want me to eat fish.
"because I like fish. it's not my fault you're weird. It's not like I'm going to feed it to you again. Last time was bad enough" I said. I wasn't that cruel.
"Fine, get the Salmon for yourself. I will probably get the... chicken wrap" he said. I didn't get what was so amazing about his chicken wrap.
"You have an obsession with chicken wraps" I said.
"Yes, and you have an obsession with making me sick with your fish. It's a fair trade, don't you think?" He said. Little shit.
I held his hand over the table and rubbed my thumb on his hand. I could tell he was a bit nervous and I knew exactly why. He wanted me & him to just have a nice little meal together like a date and he hated when fans would interrupt that. I didn't say anything because it would just make it worse but me holding his hand did stop his leg shaking.
"Happy birthday, baby" I said.
"Danke, meine liebe" he said. It always made me blush when he would speak some German. He actually knew so much at that point. He could hold a conversation in German now and you would think he was fluent. He was actually doing so well and I was so so proud of him. Our food came and I could see the disgust on his face when he saw my salmon.
"Drama Queen. You need to mature" I said.
"I don't wanna mature. I'm happy where I am" he said. Stubborn little shit.
"You are such a drama queen. it's not gonna bite you" I said.
"no, it won't bite me. but it will make me terminally and violently ill" he said. I guess he had a point. We finished up our food and sat outside the casino for a bit. Well... behind the casino where no one could see us.
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