All He Wants

Chapter 18

Jaz

" well see i kind of have to go , i still live there and she is my mom" i said

"don't be a dumb ass jaz" Justin said .
"w-what ? that's my mom and that is my family , i don't have to speak to him just to go to the party justin" i replied . Ever since i've told him about michael and what he did he's been mad at me ever since . "so you gon be at his welcome home party and NOT talk to him jaz?" he said standing up clutching his fist . "wait why u standing up ? why you clutching your fists ? what u on?" i asked . "i just feel like i'm getting mad asf right now jaz u finna piss me off" he said . "wait so you're mad at me because i'm going to his welcome home party to see MY family that's going to be at MY house???" i asked

"NAH BITCH IM MAD CAUSE U LET ANOTHER NIGGA HIT BEFORE ME !" he screamed . MY MOUTH DROPPED ! "BITCHHH??" i asked
girl that's all u worried about ?-Rayle .

"Justin i was raped !! I CANNOT HELP THAT , I WAS YOUNG & TAKEN AGAINST MY WILL !!" i screamed. "nah you liked that shit , that's why you really wanna see him .Were you turned on by it?" he said . I STOOD UP ON HIS BED & SMACKED TF OUTTA HIM . "you fucking sick bastard i was a fucking kid you sick ass motherfucker" i yelled . i begin pulling his hair dragging him down and swinging every time i see a inch of skin . "STOPP" he screamed . "Man hell nah cause i was warned about you" i said slinging his ass around . He started to fight back by pinning me down on the bed "chill tf out" he said . i begin kicking him to get him off from on top of me .

"Bruh get tf off of me i'm leaving" i said grabbing all my shit , "ian never fucking coming back , YOURE SICK" i yelled . .... In this moment i just wish i could talk to hakeem so bad but that friendship is so gone .

I'm packing my shit and feel a tickling sensation in my throat , i'm trying so hard not to cry because i don't deserve this . "yea get your shit and gtf outta here bitch" he said . I turned around running up to him again , "YOU GON STOP CALLING ME A BITCH" i said punching and slapping him . In the midst of it i did a wrestling move that i didn't even know i could do frl . I was shocked myself .. i was just so mad i started doing unnecessary shit .

I call my mom "mom please come get me i'm so sorry for our argument mom please" i said ugly crying . "yes baby send me your location and i'll be otw" i send her my location as i'm still standing outside justin's house . "JAZ" i turn around & see Justin in his door way walking towards me . i'm slowly backing away as i'm lowkey scared . "bro get tf away from me for real" i said still backing away "i'm sorry i'm sorry , i used a wrong choice of words i didn't mean for that to happen , it was all out of anger." he said . I turned around ignoring him trying to walk away . "BABY PLEASE ?" he yelled . i started to cry because the anxiety i get for being yelled at is too much . He comes up behind me hugging me from behind . "baby please just forgive me please i swear i didn't mean it" he said turning me around .

I turn around looking him in his eyes ..