waiting in a post office, people are in line waiting for their turn, this is one of daily hassles which make me question whole human existence
why do we need to do this? People made this to make humans lives easier but it can never be easy. But I do want a quiet and peaceful life where I can just be in nature, doing my mundane things, creating magic. Making my own paradise somewhere far from here.
But can I really fulfill this wish ? Can I make my own paradise? I don't know
From a young age I never felt like a human, I don't understand why humans choose to live in a certain way, when they are born, they need to get education, when they are little older they need to get degree, when they are more older they have to run for job, then they have to run to get married, then their child comes and this cycles go on. I don't understand why we all have to follow certain unspoken norms. I just wish to live on my way. I feel sick in the crowd, I feel sick watching humans, when they are happy i again don't understand why they are so happy living like a rat, a robot, a walking dead.
It's not that I despise them, maybe I do but I can tolerate them, some humans don't make me feel sick, so I like being around them. But as humans are unique species they change in certain situations, there is no single human being i truly like, there will always be some parts I don't like about them.
It's not like that I am a hollow person, i don't have the same feelings as humans. I do have human emotions, but i am not like them following the same path of our ancestors choose to live.
How do I live that way (the way I want to live) surrounded by this dead (walking) people who keep wanting to suck my spirit.
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PoetryIt's a draft of unfinished poetry and thoughts, this draft is part of my diary. cover photos are taken by me feel free to comment and share your thoughts with me ♡
