TW: SH, EATING DISORDERS, SA, PARENTAL NEGLECT.
in the depths of slytherin house, y/n battles invisible demons-anorexia, bulimia, and self-harm-while haunted by past trauma and parental neglect. amidst the darkness, mentors like lupin and snape off...
SORRY FOR THIS LONG CHAPTER AND LONG WAIT. WRITERS BLOCK AND THEN I ADDED DRACO TO THE STORY last night was the most terrifying night of my life. lupin found out about my self harming. he said he would have to tell the head of the slytherin dorms to check on me daily. that means hes telling snape.
i fucked up bad. i may be a slytherin but who tf isnt scared of snape. he sent me to my dorm and told me if i ever need someone to talk to, that he comes with arms open to her.
It is currently 6 am I am getting up and about to shower. everything is fine, i get ready, do my makeup and try to cover up as much of my arms as possible. its 6:54 when i hear a knock on my dorm room.
its snape. i answer the door, he looks at me. but not in a intimidating way.
"hello y/n, i dont mean to startle you at this time in the morning. but professor lupin told me about what happened."
im literally screwed. thank god im the only person to live in my dorm room. otherwise it would be bloody hell.
"u-um yea."
"i don't mean to startle you but, i will have to check up on you daily to make sure you arent hurting yourself. i must go now, but i expect to see you at the dining hall for breakfast"
"alright thats fine, ill be out in a few minutes"
"very well then."
he went away like hes batman. bloody merlin, that was the scariest thing ever
in the dining hall
i see lupin and snape having a talk about something, most likely me. i dont feel like eating right now. i think ill just have a tiny bit of eggs. its only 73 calories.
the dining hall is extremely loud. i forgot my airpods
i feel overwhelmed sitting in the slytherin table. i get made fun of on the daily by pansy her lot. i always see him catching a glimpse at me. its like hes obsessed with me.
i run to the bathroom to catch a quick breath. as i leave i hear pansy scream "your a fucking weirdo"
its quite in the bathroom. its so relaxing. i hear a knock outside of the bathroom. its lupin
i walked outside to the bathroom door. he went to check on me to make sure im not hurting myself.
"thank merlin you are ok. what happened in there? u barely ate then left"
"it was too loud and noisy. i cant handle it rn."
"ahh well, you can always have your meals in the library too."
"its just, you told snape and snape wanted me to come and stay at breakfast. so i tried, would you tell him i dont like it in there and id rather much stay in the library"
"of course darling, now how about we get you something to go and head towards the library. a tea perhaps?"
"im not that hungry anymore, ill just have the water in my waterbottle"
"alright then carry on"
1st period is starting
its thursday, i have double potions, then astronomy. crap i have to see snape. after lunch ill have DADA. today is the shittiest day.
im running to potions, when i get there snape is at the door greeting me. thats weird as fuck.
"hello y/n"
"hello professor? is there something you need"
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