December 9

Chapter Two

I was told not to let the  decision haunt me for the rest of my life so I made the decision to let her go. She couldn't be hurt more than she already was. I remember when I was laying at her side, sobbing. I told her thank you so much for how much she raised me that was the only time I did it too. I never told her how much I loved her. I never told her anything till this moment. I told her so much and I remember kissing her and saying goodbye. I was 15, and I couldn't think that I would never have the support of her again. This was the time I supported her. I went inside the waiting room and I heard several noises but no pitter patter of feet. I looked up slightly from my spot on, choking a minuscule is it over? And a doctor replied "yes" its over. All I could do was ball. to this day. She's always in the back of my mind. Taking a test, going somewhere, hearing a song, everywhere. She taught me  how to love, how to be kind how o be genuine towards people, ho to live life as if its your last day, and how to live life simply. Love like you'll never get hurt.