Beth's P.o.v
"Fuck I screamed I could see it happening I could see him changing in the car, I could feel how much he wanted me how much he didn't want to stop. He doesn't know I can feel it, feel the need and want. Since I'm a half crescent wolf all my feelings are multiplied even more than a normal wolf.
I don't know how much I can restrain myself from him, he's like a drug I need him. STOP Beth stop thinking about I cant let this happen. He cant know, I cant let him in. he deserves better, he deserves someone that can be themselves he needs a girl that will be able to be truthful.
I slipped of my shoes and wondered up stairs, a bath a nice long bath. That's what I need to calm and sooth me. Get my mind of things.
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After my bath I decided to watch some orange is the new black (you should really check it out its amazing!) half way through watching orange is the new black I smelt a wolf scents. They smelt familiar, I've smelt it before. It wasn't Alex's scent his scent was intoxicating I loved it.
It was new it was from today I was close to this person. I sniffed again I smiled in realisation it was Kyle and Jonathan, Alex must have sent them to watch over me cute. I knew he didn't want me staying alone but he didn't need to send guards. But the truth was I wasn't the one that needed protecting it was Alex he needed to be protected, protected from me.
I walked past my window purposely to see if I could see them and a few metres away there was 4 big bright yellow eyes staring into my house. I smiled to myself and decided i should head to bed there's some restraining I need to rest up for tomorrow.
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when I woke up, I felt different i felt happy and i knew the reason why, it was a beautiful boy named Alex. In my amazingly happy mood i decided i would do something different today i was going i were a skirt, i choose a nice thigh high length black skirt with one pocket and a zip down the front and a knitted sweater.
I knew i had a killer body all werewolfs do its apart of our genes being a decendent from an alpha enhanced it even more and me being what i was made it even better.
I grabbed an apple on my way out, and hoped in my Camaro and drove off to school, feeling excited being id see him today. I pulled up at the school and once again everyone stared whispering to each other. I sighed knowing i was the talk of the town, youd think i be used to it moving all the time being the weird new girl but it never does get easier.
As i hoped out of my car locking it, i smelled the air looking for once certain scent. Him. He was sitting on the steps as you walk to the office, as i walked through the gates all eyes where on me. "Hey baby, any chance i can lift that skirt and get a peak" some sleezy jock said as he got a little so close than i would prefer.
I put my hand on his shoulder, a sudden movement happened in the corner of my eye it was alex he was walking over and looked fuming. He'll love this "aw sweetie, not even if i was dead" i said right before i punched him in the stomach, i made sure to use a little of my werewolf strength to make sure it hurt.
I glanced out of the corner of my eye and saw that alex was smiling his ass off, beth what are you doing walk get away from him. My mind kept telling me, i quickly starting waling in the other direction i saw the hurt in his eyes that he didn't want me to walk away, i used a little wolf speed to get away from him so he didn't chase me i headed straight to the girls bathroom.
I ran into one of the stalls and just bursted into tears i couldn't hold it in any longer, the aching feeling in my heart of him, not being with him, not being able to touch him. I couldn't do it, but i had to i needed him safe. "Beth?" a soft voice asked, i sniffed the air Annie, i didn't answer her i couldn't she'd know I'd veen crying. "Beth, i know its you in there, come out" she pleaded i didn't reply "open arms ready to hold someone" she giggled.
I smilied to myself, i opened the stall and walked out she smiled me and yes she did have her arms open. I walked straight into them "you wanna tell me whats wrong?" she asked quietly "not right not" i murmed "okay cutie, but we gotta go cranky teachers are waiting".
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I was dreading this class i knew he was in it, as i walked in the door i saw him sitting there next to my seat. He was tapping his foot and always looking around, as soon as i knocked on the door his head snapped up and a sad smiled appeared on his face.
"Sorry im late sir, still getting used to where my classes are" i said sweetly "its fine sit down and start your readings" Mr Jensen smiled i liked him he was a chilled teacher. I sat down and opened my book feeling his eyes on me the whole time.
"Hey cutie" i looked over at him "hey" i said smiling at him "why didn't you come say hey this morning" he was trying to hide the hurt in his voice but i could tell. "Sorry i was needed the bathroom" that made him laughed which automatically caused a smile to reach my face.
Beth concentrate i smiled at him one more time before looking back at my desk. I tried my hardest to keep my eyes off him butt sometimes my eyes slipped and looked at this perfect being. When i did sneak a glance he was already looking, it made me feel good that he liked looking at me.
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As the bell rang for break, i packed up my stuff as i got out of my seat a brick wall was blocking my path. "Where do you think your running off to my love" as I felt a warm hand sending tingles up my arm. "I...I was heading to break" I could feel his breath blowing on my neck "I have to go im..im sorry" then I ran out the room as fast as I could. I could sense him running after I quickly reached some empty stare cases.
"Beth! Beth stop" I felt my arm being pulled back as water brimmed my eyes, I was pushed against the wall trapped between his arms. His hands slowly reached my cheeks and cupped them, "Why, why do you always pull away" he murmured slightly leaning his forehead against mine my breath caught in my mouth maybe I should tell him.
No beth clause, clause will kill him. "Because, I don't want you" I regrated it as soon as those words left my mouth, he ran his nose down the side of my cheek resting on my shoulder "i think your lying.....your body tells me otherwise." (didn't anyone else get the vine "why lyin for" in there head I did hahaha)

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My mate the Alpha
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