" It's already over." Maddy whispers out to Damon as her heart drops with a pressure of regret and heartbreak. She can see his lip quiver that indicates the sadness he tries to prevent
" You think I believe that? I won't let you push me away Maddy...
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WHEN DAMON AND MADDY WERE KIDS , life was so much easier
They had not expectations of love, and they had no true idea of loss
Emotions and Feelings are what makes people human, and to be human, is to love
As kids, no one may understand those things but as people grow up, they realize that feelings made from childhood are even stronger than the ones when they grow
Childhood love is the strongest because it's the most unknown. How could you love something if you don't know what it is?
That's how Damon felt ever since he met Maddy. Childhood love that he couldn't explain
He can clearly remember the day, when they were still young and everything was still alright
The memories of being a child stay with people forever, so that's why he supposes that he will remember Maddy forever until the day that he dies
And he hates it. When ever did the sweet little boy he was turn into the monster he is?
How could he ever think such a thing. How could Maddy ever betray the man that has always loved and waited for her
Maddy thinks it's because she's afraid of love. She thinks sometimes that it scares her. She is the type to like things that are like concrete, like the ocean
Something that she can just point at and know what it is. And perhaps that's why she struggles with love. She can't let herself touch it, she can't hold on to it and expect it to never change
Maddy loves in the way in which she expects bad things, she knows of love. She doesn't hold the childhood version of it that shows her that love can be a mystery as a blessing
She knows love as hurt, pain, and suffering. But maybe expecting love to fail is what makes her make it fail
Damon stands next to Fezco as he counts the money for him, just needing some time with his best friend to sink in the familiar bond he has with the brothers
It is a nice day, or it should have been. No body in the house expects for the cops to knock on the door, their fists getting more demanding as moments pass
Damon's eyes sit in with horror as he starts to grab the pills, all three of them running towards the toilet to flush them
" Hurry up! Flush that shit, ima grab the money!" Fezco appoints the orders to the younger guys, just hoping and praying that he doesn't get caught up
