The language of heart<3

DO THEY EVER THINK OF ME?

All those eyes filled with expectations are looking down at me
I have to go past their line of vision
For that expectations to give way to adoration
But do they ever thing of me?
While they make a list of what I should be?
Do you think of my talents and limits?
While they plan what I should do with my life?

All of their gazes are  weighing down on me
Burdening me with responsibilities I never asked for
I am starting to crumble beneath the heavy load
My world slowly falling apart
As I walk deep into an abyss

Words that has to be registered in my brain
Becomes blurred as moisture coats my eyes
I can’t even dream
For they gave me a job to fulfil theirs.
I have no right over something that I have to live
For they assigns me a future that I should achieve
It is taking every fiber of my being to remain sane
As their expectations set high
Drags me down completely

I had to abandon myself to keep their smiles from fading away
A complete mess is what I am now
All cause they didn't think of me
While they were lost in thoughts about my career!