Me, Myself and my Sadness

BEGGING FOR HELP

I'm going through this hell
That I didn't even ask to walk
But I was made like this as well
My words are gone, I can't even talk

How could I talk about those things
Even when I can't put words on it
Maybe I'll describe so I can bring
This story of mine to its feet.

Into the water, feeling like I'm drowning
Hollow keeps on consuming my body
Into the fire, my mind is burning
All of those thoughts are too heavy

What is it like to feel it at the same time?
I will need more, more than a line
My mind is full, my body is empty
My heart is sad, but I can't have a remedy

How you think I felt when I realized
That I can do nothing to be better soon
My world fell apart, tears filled my eyes,
And then I was staring at the moon

All I can hear are those echoes
Of all those thoughts begging for help
This kind of sadness is getting too close
Help me please, I keep saying to myself.

Rado_