CHAPTER 44 COUNSELING SESSION

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CHRIS

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CHRIS

1 Month 2 weeks and 3 days later.

I hate this place, I feel like everybody got issues but me. Compared to everybody else I ain't that bad some of these niggas been on cocaine they whole lives and doing shit to get their rich ass parents to notice them and not the country club. This place feels like jail, everything I do is on some type of schedule. I can't even shit in peace, and theses stupid 12-step meeting and what not can kiss my ass. The food here dont suck but not what I like to eat and I don't talk to anybody here really but this old rich white guy who watches ESPN with me in the tv center down the hall. He's name is Leo, I think he like in his late 50's. To me he's one of the realest niggas in here he talks to me like I'm just another guy and not Chris Brown not once did he ask why was I here or why was I throwing my life away none of that. Last week he was telling me how he got one of the young nurses to bend down so he could touch her ass. Found out the bitch wasn't wearing any panties, I just laughed at him, he's cool I wanna hang out with him after we get out of here. Being in this place you don't get no love what so ever. My Mom and Lai comes by 2 maybe 3 times a week and I can barely hug her without one of these people saying something, I just wanna kiss Lai and pull her close to me but I can't. To keep me calm I work out in the weight room constantly or I'll play ball with a few guys here. Being the most famous guy here these young people here wanna talk to me about music and about setting up to get free shit from me. Some are going through some shit in the group meetings they talk shit to me cause I tell them everything I got I earned it and it wasn't given to me like them. But the nurses tell me not to take it personal, they're trying to overcome their own battles. I don't take it to heart, cause I had my pissed off moments cursing their rich asses out, but they said the first few group talks everyone blows up. Today is Tuesday and they told me I get to start my one on one session with a therapist and I'm already on my meds which I don't know how I feel but I fell different.

I already been through this shit, back in the day when what happen with Robyn. I wonder who they got me talking to now. The nurse brings me to this room and sitting there was a woman, an older woman maybe in her late 40's. Indian lady who appeared to be nice, I mean she smiled when I walked into the room.

"Hello Chris.. I'm Dr. Hardy, Dr. Michelle Hardy.." Michelle said

"Hi.."

"Ok Mr. Brown your session will be over in 1 hour, I'll come back to come and get you." Laswon said she the nurse who's the nurse a signed to me. I kissed my teeth and sat down on the couch across from Dr. Hardy.

"Ok so I've been reading over your file and it says you've been in rehab for 1 month congrats.." Dr. Hardy said and smiled

"I don't know why you so happy, I got 8 more months to go." I mumbled tapping my fingers on my thigh as I sat back into the chair.

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