Mr Popular | junhao

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/minghao pov/

In a blink of a moment his soft lips met mine. His hands were on my chest and I just stares at his eyes. He suddenly pulled away with his eyes widened, but he was still laying on me. "I-i-" he looked at our position and I noticed his ears get red, way redder then they were before. I wanted to say something but couldn't, all I could think of was what the fuck just happened.

"You should..." "Yeah I should go it's kinda getting late." The younger continued after me as he stood up in a hurry and grabbed his bag and left the room.

A stared at the door that was now closed after he left. My fingers went up to my lips and I stared at myself in the mirror. Did we just kiss?..again?. It was by mistake obviously. We shared a kiss before but he was drunk and it was by mistake, but this time he's sober and he'll remember it. Why do I care though.

I grinned,  reminding myself how soft and tasteful his cherry lips were.. how his tiny body fell over mine and his cute hands landed on on my chest, I completely forgot about the pain that was aching all over my body. Ugh junhui why are you making me this crazy..

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/Jun pov/

I  run to my room and shut the door behind me as he slide down against it. Did we just... Am I dreaming... I slide my thumb across my lips and a smile forms on my face. No junhui, why the fuck are you smiling. Minghao let it go the first time because I was drunk,  now we both were sober and we will remember it. Ugh god hates me so much.

I burry my face in my hand. Should I just avoid him? It'll be best to avoid him. How did I end up kissing the guy that I hate so much, two times!? Is this even hate now? What if our friends find out about this. I have to ask him not to.

I get up from my place and throw my bag on the small chair and sit on the bed. What if he like, ignores me now... He's going to think I'm weird or something. I rub my face with my hands as the overthinking takes over me again. It's alright junhui, you go confront to him about it like the real man you are! Although he really can shut me up sometimes.

I just miss the times that we didnt know eachother and I could talk shit about him without any worries but now that we are sort of friends, it feels like something has changed, he obviously wasn't the person I assumed him to be before. A playboy, always wanted to get attention and liked people praising him and over confident, no he wasnt like that at all, sometimes a bit over confident though. Maybe seungkwan was right, I did misjudge him.

Why am I suddenly feeling different around him. Wanting to take care of him, always worried about him. Noticed myself getting red and having, what some people might say, butterflies in my stomach when I'm around him. Never in my life have I ever taken someone as a love interest, neither girls, neither boys. Everyone was equal to me. Even my friends know this, so they never bothered to ship me with anyone, but even they changed now once I met minghao.

Calling us lovers? We aren't anything then just friends, barely even friends and Minghao probably thinks about us like that too. But why does this thought always makes me sad? My heart feels like it shattered into pieces. That day when I heard minghao was dating someone, the same feeling came over me. Even my friends noticed that.

My hand went up to my chest placing it over my heart that was beating fast. Why does xu minghao make me feel like this? He's the first person ever that unlocked a new emotion, a new feeling inside me.

My hand goes up through my hair and I bite my lower lip. All I could think about is the moments we shared alone. Apart from the kiss, the times we were together were intense. It's not normal to call it a normal friendship. Is he messing with me?

My heart beat got faster and my eyes widened a bit, I realize how much I've been thinking about him lately. Too much to call it just as a friend now..

Is this what they call falling  Inlove?

Do I like...

xu minghao?

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Small chapter im sory yallz