His AVNI~ The saga of true love begins with a mysterious lie

52. Bleeding rose~

SAMRAT'S POV 
 
I immediately went out before locking the door, as I don't want her to go anywhere and hurt herself.
 
As I stepped outside, I took out my phone and dialled the number of her personal bodyguard, who picked up after 3–4 rings.
 
"Stay outside the door, and if you find the slightest bit of anything wrong, just call me immediately, okay?" I said everything in one go; he muttered.

"Yes, boss," and I cut the call.
 
I grabbed my car keys, walked over to the driver's seat, and got comfortable once I sat down and shut the door.
 
I slammed my fist against the steering wheel with such force that my knuckles instantly began to bleed. Surprisingly, I didn't feel any pain, as my heart was already bleeding from every word she uttered.
 
The scariest dream I ever had has now become a reality, and she knows it. My heart was overwhelmed when I saw her in that state.
 
Every tear she shed made me feel weak and filled with guilt for what I had done to her. I betrayed her, but even if she had known about me earlier, she would have never accepted me.
 
I have no idea how I would react if that actually occurred, with each of her words piercing my heart and causing a sudden ache in my chest.
 
Her pleading to stay away from her she didn't want me to touch her just yesterday I slept while hugging her close to my chest she is in my embrace and just after a day, everything changed.
 
She said she wants to leave she wants to go somewhere far away from me. I will never let this happen. 
 
I will never hurt physically, and being intimate with her forcefully, I choose to die rather than do that.
 
I'll torture that person who makes our lives a disaster. I started the engine and started driving at the fullest speed.
 
I called Arjun, and he picked up the call.
 
Arjun got all the information on Avni's phone, who sent her a message, who called her, and everything else in an hour.
 
"Are you okay, Bhai?"

The first time I heard Bhai words from his mouth, this was so shocking for me, and how did he know that what I'm feeling right now? I controlled myself and took a deep breath.
 
"Yes, Arjun I'm fine; please do it fast," I said, trying to sound normal as much as possible.
 
"Okay Boss," He murmured, getting a little professional, and I signed.
 
"Call me Bhai," I muttered in a low voice. I don't know why, but I did that, and without saying anything further, I cut the call.
 
I threw my phone on the passenger seat and turned the steering towards the right. I don't know where I'm going.
 
But each word and face makes me feel pain in my chest, and to forget everything I need to do, I need to remove all my pain.
 
I put the break on, suddenly making the car create friction a little bit on the ground. I opened the door and closed it with the loud sound.
 
Everyone looked in my direction I didn't give them a glance and directly went inside the Blue Heaven club.
 
I know I'm breaking my promise, Avni, but without trust, I can't get out the emotions I'm feeling right now.
 
Yes, I'm breaking my promise of not smoking and drinking; she hates it, and I promised her I'd never do this, but look here, I am at the club. I went towards the bar counter.
 
"Make the strongest drink," I ordered, and I sat on the chair in front of him. I took the cigarette and lighter from the counter and lit up my cigarette.
 
As soon as I placed the cigarette on my lips, I remembered her words.
 
Flashback
 
"So what do you want from your future partner?" I asked her while looking towards her face she is resting her head on my shoulder, and I'm seeing the best view of my life.
 
She pouted and sat straight against the tree. I furrowed my eyebrows, looking at her changed expression. She's tapping her jaw with her index finger, like she is in her deepest thought.
 
"I don't want anything from him; what would I want from him? You'll give me respect, love, and care. I don't want anything you are the best,"

She murmured cutely, showing her full teeth with a giggle. I smiled and looked at her deep brown orbs.
 
"But wait, I want to know one thing,"

She suddenly said something, making me immediately nod. She looks serious, and I don't know why her expression changed within seconds.
 
"Actually, I want to know that you didn't smoke and drink, right?"