Undeniable love

27.Is it the end?

𝓳𝓲𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓿

I felt an insanely huge amount of butterflies surface in my belly. I was trying so hard to forget about him and he decided to make it hard for me. He even kissed me! Oh goodness gracious!! Why did he even come back? Didn't he hate me few days ago in Seoul near his apartment? His eyes looked different now...I saw something else. What was something else love? Probably not. Right?

He went inside the library to avoid my confrontation
I felt bad for taehyung as I just released my pent up frustration on him. I decided to be friendly with him for a while and that is until he doesn't flirt with me. He agreed immediately for the deal. It was weird to imagine him as a friend now but there is no wrong in trying atleast it would be a distraction from jungkook.

"Can we explore the library? I want to borrow few books...I'm not a big enthusiast but I wanted to read few motivational books whenever I feel insecure about myself and I'd prefer no one else except you to help me with this job as you probably know the best here" taehyung asked with sincerity. He sounded genuine and this might be our first step of being friendly and we can spend some good time together, so I agreed. He pointed out few of the books which he said he read before and not gonna lie they were the classics and I was impressed by his taste his books. We had a good and friendly conversation for the first time and I didn't notice that taehyung was smirking slightly. I felt a hot burning gaze at the right side of the face and I know exactly whose it is. 𝘫𝘦𝘰𝘯! I ignored his gaze and continued the conversation with taehyung. Suddenly his phone rang. "Give me a moment I need to take this call..." taehyung said and exited the library.

𝒥ℯℴ𝓃'𝓈 𝒫ℴ𝓋

This taehyung is getting on my nerves. He is openly flirting with my baby. I want to smack him right on his handsome face but I have some respect in this society so I might as well try to keep it keen. He intendedly wanted to spend time with jimin and hit Jimins weak spot. Books. Of course jimin wasn't going to deny that! Motherfucker. He exited the library as he got a phone call. This is the best opportunity I will feed some sense into his brain and come back and then think about jimin. I follow him outside and heard him saying "Everything is going alright... he is falling into the trap. I'll let you know the details later if I don't go back in quick that jeon might ruin it for us!" He declined the call. What was this guy upto?! What does he mean by me ruining it for him and jimin falling into his trap?! Is this guy probably a trafficker or something?! Oh my god I gotta protect my baby! It'll be a threat for jimin if taehyung finds out I heard this. So I rushed into the library and sat down at a table and reached for a book. Acting like I was deeply into the book. Taehyung entered the library like nothing happened. "The book is upside down" I heard a sweet and honey dripping voice. And I knew who exactly it belonged to. My favourite voice in this world. A voice which had to power of both killing a person and bringing a person alive. "Thank you for letting me know but I was just trying to test myself if I could read these sentences upside down that's it" I said and laughed trying to lighten up the atmosphere between us. He didn't even smile and walked away rolling his eyes. The way his hips sway when he walks. Oh my goodness- okay! Control jungkook. You're not the hormonal teenager anymore to find these attractive dude!

𝒜𝒻𝓉ℯ𝓇 ℴ𝓃ℯ 𝓌ℯℯ𝓀

In the past one week many things changed. Jimin started being happier. Not a lot but atleast he was smiling compared to when he returned from Seoul. It was a rapid recovery and we all know why he had the fast recovery and certainly from whom the recovery was. Jimin and taehyung became friends and are pretty close by now. Whenever taehyung starts to flirt with jimin, jungkook starts fuming up like you could clearly see his face becoming like a volcano. Jimin enjoyed the sight. Taehyung and jimin started sharing the same dramatic souls and them being the music enthusiasts, their music interests match! Chase Atlantic, artic monkeys and the neighbourhood. Jimin never thought he would find a person who would love these three bands! Jungkook, on the other hand, is trying every possible way to impress jimin. He himself leaves a bouquet of lilacs at the doorstep of Jimins house and also one at his library with a note tagging alongside the bouquet of lilacs.
Jungkook decided to go for it this time. Enough is waiting and playing around. Jimin didn't show any interest to talk to him in this one week and slowly the self confidence in jungkook is getting thinner by every passing second. So he decided to try one last time if it succeedes he would be the happiest man in the whole world! If not... he didn't want to think of the negative. Let's stay confident for once,he thought and wrote the note.

"ℳℯℯ𝓉 𝓂ℯ 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓁𝒾𝓁𝒶𝒸 𝒻𝒾ℯ𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓉 8 𝓅𝓂 𝓉ℴ𝓃𝒾ℊ𝒽𝓉. 𝒫𝓁ℯ𝒶𝓈ℯ. ℐ𝓁𝓁 𝒷ℯ 𝓁ℯ𝒶𝓋𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉ℴ𝓂ℴ𝓇𝓇ℴ𝓌 𝓉ℴ 𝓈ℯℴ𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝓁𝒶ℊℊ𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝒷ℯ𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒸𝒽ℯ𝒹𝓊𝓁ℯ𝓈. 𝒮ℴ 𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁ℯ𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝒾𝓉 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓉ℴ 𝒹ℯ𝒸𝒾𝒹ℯ. ℐ𝓁𝓁 𝒷ℯ 𝓌𝒶𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃ℊ."

Jimin woke up and looked at the alarm. It was still early. He woke up before his alarm rang. He wanted to go back to sleep again but something in him said to wake up and look outside the balcony and he did just that. What he didn't expect is to find jeon jungkook climbing his main gate and keeping the lilac Bouquet on Jimins front porch and leaving. He couldn't help but smile at the scene which took place before his eyes. He knew jungkook is trying to impress him back and even though he doesn't want to admit it but he is almost succeeding in it. After jungkook left his house, he slowly got down and picked up the bouquet. I returned to my room and noticed that it also had a note this time. Finally making a move huh. I read the letter and a wave of sadness and loneliness overflowed my senses. He would be leaving tomorrow?! Why can't a stay a bit longer... that's right he is an international artist and I can't keep him to myself.

ℒ𝒶𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓃𝒾𝓃ℊ

It's 7 55PM. Jungkook arranged a table,two chairs,two glasses of champagne, steak,rice cakes, ramen, a bunch of candles surrounding the table and decorated the place with rose petals leading their way to the table. It looked like a romantic date. It is. Jimin might decline it if jungkook informed prior the notice so that's why he kept it as a secret. He is finally going to reveal the truth to jimin and propose him. If he is willing to accept it, he would take jimin to Seoul tomorrow itself. He is not going to spend more time apart from his lover anymore. Enough of suffering for 7 years. He's been so into organising the petals that he didn't realise it's half past 8 already. And that's when paranoia hit him. He asked  jimin to come at 8 and it's already half past 8... let's not jump into conclusions jungkook! Let's not make the same mistake twice! He said to himself and put a smile on his face. He is going to wait this time. Maybe something important came up that's why jimin didn't turn up yet. Right?

𝒿𝒾𝓂𝒾𝓃'𝓈  𝒫ℴ𝓋

It's almost 8! I'm nervous to meet him alone after a while. I love jeon jungkook so much but he is dangerous for my mental health. He didn't even tell me what he was going to do at the lilac field. It's been a while since I've been there. Whenever I visited I would return back home with swollen eyes.
I was all ready now! I was just to go when I heard a scream in the living room. My father's scream. You know it's bad when fathers scream. I ran to the living room to find my mother on the floor. 𝒰𝓃𝒸ℴ𝓃𝓈𝒸𝒾ℴ𝓊𝓈.

𝒿𝓊𝓃ℊ𝓀ℴℴ𝓀'𝓈 𝓅ℴ𝓋

It's 10....and no sign of jimin. I started losing hope. I was crazy to believe that he would love me and would want to see me again when I hurt him in Seoul. He almost died because of me. I pack all the food and leave... I'll let you live alone jimin. You won't see me again! Please be happy.

𝒩ℯ𝓍𝓉  𝓂ℴ𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃ℊ

I don't know why but my mind still waited for jimin. But my body gave up. I packed all of my belongings and was waiting for my car. It arrived in five minutes and some part of me wanted to wait for a while. Wait for a certain someone. Too late. It's almost time for my flight. I reached the airport in an hour. There was not a lot of crowd outside but there are cameras flashing inside the airport. I'm not in the mood of fanservice right now. I got down and entered the airport...my body hesitated to move. It kept saying me to wait but I can't...it's too late now. I was about to enter into check in when I heard a voice... "jungkookie please wait!". I turned around immediately and there was 𝒿𝒾𝓂𝒾𝓃