Where do I start ....it's the first time I write my life story , At the age five I used to go to school with a really a shining smile on my face , but when I grew up I became 11 years old I changed my school I went to a new school I was really happy because I love to make new friends , so I went and I done the entering exam and they accepted me . They asked me which grade will you go , I answered 6 . The next day I went to the school the teacher came and took me to the class , as soon as she opened the door I was so nervous , the student where all staring at me in weird and scary way . Then the teacher made me sit on my seat and she went . As soon as she closed the door two girls came and they asked me , what's your name ugly . I was like Dania . Then they went to the girl next to me they pulled her hair she started crying I went and told her let go of her they said it's better for you to stay away or we will really do something to you that you will really hate your life . The two girls name was Reem and Dalia and the girl who they pulled her hair Isra . Isra asked me to leave . So I left . The very next day Reem and dalia came and pushed me and they took my bag and they threw all my books on the floor . So I bend down to collect them without saying a word . Then I went to my class running , when I came back home my mom asked me how was school I said fine ,then she asked me do you have friend I said no then I went to my room crying . I stayed like that for 2 years waking up and dressing up getting ready to go to school with a lot of fears in my eyes . I keep on wondering what did I ever to to them . They keep on pushing me and pulling my hair whenever they see me around . But one day I decided to ignore them , and when I did they started annoying me by creating Stories to the teachers so that they hate me and they seriously did they all started hating me whenever they see me waking around they start screaming at me for no reason and when I walk on the school playground they point at me and make fun of me I started hating my school like hell so I started doing self harming I started cutting my hand with knife and with many sharp stuff and a lot of blood comes out even though it's painful but I couldn't stop it . It's all because all the students , teachers they all believed the stories that Reem and dalia tell them so they all started hating me a lot whenever anyone see me they say you are so ugly , weird , losers and a failer we all hate hate you and no one will ever get to love you here . I keep on crying a lot everyday at school home at night and in the morning till my eyes turns red and my head spins . I stopped eating and speaking to people a lot and I started hating everything bout my life . I also started wearing a jacket to cover my face , so that no one notice me . Whenever I come back from school I go running to my room without saying a word until I got disease called Autism that made me sit at the hospital for a month but the doctors couldn't even help me . So after a month I came out of the hospital and I went to my house I don't even no anyone just sitting alone in my room with my pencil on my hand drawing I sat for a year like that without going to school . But after a year that I spent most of my life from the hospital to the house , from the house to the hospital , I was able to get face this disease and I became like how I used too, but I became really different I started hating everyone and I started hating school as well and I stop smiling a lot and became really so quite I don't speak a lot . Then after a while my dad made me enter a new school ,it's because I was kicked out of my old school because the last thing I did in my old school was that I jumped from a really so high stairs to kill myself but all what happened is that I braked a part from my backbone . So I entered a new school with a really a lot of pain in my heart , the teacher came and took me to my class when she opened the door I was so scared then the teacher asked the student to say hi to me , I hides behind her because I was really so scared but they all said hi with a smile then I sat .
Yeah...about my family my dad and mom they used to fight a lot , I don't see my dad a lot because most of the time he spent in his work and about my mom she doesn't work she always hit me and scream at me for no reason this all happened now everything changed my life with my parent and my life at school . And about my sister we don't speak a lot they always say that they hate me and about my brother sometimes he be beside me and sometimes no , I always wished to have only one best friend and she be my sister too , but it was really hard for me to find a person who love me and care about me and never hurt me . People say that am weird kid because I act weirdly . It hurts me a lot because I didn't see me my family for a year I mean my dad and mom , I can't write why but I've really been through a really hard times more than how am feeling inside me I became so lonely most of the time I sit alone no one ever cared to ask me how are you , or how am feeling . I always been so kind to everyone even to people who I don't know . But here I am a became another person who is always sad and lonely and I became hated by everyone I see , before I used to hear a lot of people saying stories about the kids who gets bullied a lot at school but I never used to understand it , but know I really do , it's the worst feeling ever ,it's a painful feeling that can't be explained or healed so easily by anyone . This feeling ill never get to forget it its deep within me in everywhere I go , and every step I take . And the worst thing is when the teachers tell you that you don't belong here , I keep on wondering what did I ever do to get that. My heart keep bleeding out so badly from pain . I became so sensitive I cry so fast when someone hurts me .
