EDEN
I was on my way to the lift, still feeling the chills running through my body, this feeling disappeared as soon as I found Simon on my way and he looked anxious, typical Simon actually was he always anxious but he's extra right now.
He didn't talk, He didn't elaborate just gave me a tight smile and I said nothing regard it. I like to keep my silence specially after that lunch break, it was a hurricane to my feelings.Hours passed and I kept busying myself in the project but I would be lying if I said like the dinner incident isn't stuck in my mind and played over and over for an unhealthy amount, but i keep pushing it to the back of my head.
And think instead about something more delightful like the gesture of my ex-boss, the dessert.
Back to the incident I don't know what to do how to act regarding it. Should I speak should i ignore it, what i should do.
Disappear from my family so i am ruining nothing, I can't think rationally. I can't..
I looked around my cabin, looked at the empty tea cup now i shouldn't have drink it i was reckless I breathed deeply get comfortable into my chair and got back to my work.It's only after an hour of hard working when i heard a fuss and loud noises in the building. I rushed and get out to catch up what's happening, what's wrong, i get to the hall and found plenty of employees standing in displease and unease looking down, i stand next to them holding myself , securing my arms around my torso, i looked down only to find Zayn and Azazel screaming their lungs out at each other.
The security guards are standing around but they didn't intervene in between. But they are cautiously looking at them, And exchanging puzzled and confused looks with each other.I couldn't hear anything from what they are saying, but i can spot Ruth hurriedly coming towards them through the stairs, meanwhile Freya walking determinedly and closely behind him, like she's not going to middle in but in same time somehow she's in. They are family after all.
Ruth tried to calm them reasoning with what i assume from his hands motions, that they are in open place and people are watching.
Zayn started cursing at him I heard it, and the moment he turned around to say something or yell I don't know what to Freya, Azazel warned him by holding his collar in return Zayn snatched himself away from Azazel and punched him in the face hardly.
It was then when Freya middle in to separate them but she stayed cautiously away from Zayn when he eyed her without saying anything.
They hold the eyes contact for a moment then Freya retorted her steps back getting away to her office I guess. It's fear what had possessed her, i didn't thought in my life Zayn will be scary for someone.
The moment that the two of them were clearly choosing violence Ruth acted immediately and firmly, the atmosphere around him shifted, there no joke and fun anymore. He's surrounded by a deep serious and dangerous era.
He was accusing them with his finger, his feature seems lethal so I think his words do, judging by the change in Zayn expression the bitterness. And the sour face that Azazel keeps. And Only when Zayn looked up towards Azazel, it's when he punched him back and it looks way more powerful because Zayn is on the ground now.
Ruth stands in middle of them, screaming his lungs out at them
"GROW UP I SAID" he roared back at them and Both of them parted their ways. But it's not done it's clear. Crystal clear there's more than this. Way more. Still hidden and hold.
That was something worthy to waste time on it, but worrying as well i took myself away from the crowd and their side comments, i need to hear nothing. I get back to my booth and my mind still wheeled around what happened.
The rest of my day went smoothly, I didn't hear anything from Simon so I guess that is all what I have for today. Surely not get called from Zayn. I guess i can call it a day now.I get myself comfortable on my bed, totally uninterested in the fact that my sister and her husband came just after me finishing my shower.
I prepared myself for getting to sleep, the scene still vivid in my head. Why Freya feared Zayn that way. Why Azazel was protective over Freya.
So many questions.. so many things that i fear that i don't want to think about, so many things that could give me headaches for ages..
I don't know if I really want to know that but it seems a lot, way more than just a scene.
I tried to close my eyes, but there's some feeling that is nagging in the back of my head. And i ignored nothing, the feeling made me immediately act, i stand and locked my door. I am risking nothing.
Call me chicken I don't care.
I don't know how i fall asleep, but I guess it's midnight now i hold my phone to get myself distracted, cause was clear not getting to sleep easily i found few messages from Brielle and missed calls.
I missed all the fun clearly. Ughhh

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RomanceAzazel, cursed by his name . He didn't got to be successful with his love life as his career succeeds. CEO had a shady life . His name held the meaning of punishments, to be given an ability that you couldn't resist then get punished when you surre...