NI-KI POV Why am I alone again. The only one I love let me down like everyone else. I'm horrible, no one want me, I'm just a piece of shit, if I die nobody will care. I look at myself in the mirror telling me all this things while my tears flow on my cheeks. - Fuck ! Why Sunghoon ! JUST WHY !!
I slam my blade along my arms and cry harder than I except to. It's been already one month since Sunghoon broke up with me and I can't get over it. I just love him too much to be happy again. What if I just end my life ? He will be happy to know I'm not here anymore. - Please kill yourself Ni-ki.
I tell myself in the mirror again. You're not a coward, so do it. I sight and go to my room changing my clothes. I put on a black hoodie and black jeans. I put my shoes on and go outside quickly. My direction ? Of course on a bridge.
SUNGHOON POV I don't care about what happen beside me. I don't have my happiness anymore. I broke up with my angel. Why ? Because Damia show me a photo of Ni-ki cheating on me. I believe her because she has proof you know ? I was chilling on my bed when I receive a call from Jake. S : Yes ? J : FUCK SUNGHOON !!!! S : Why are you yelling !? J : It's Ni-ki. He call me and say he's going to end it all tonight !! Do something Sunghoon please ! S : What.. ?
I freeze on my spot and realise how much he's been throught. No. That can't happen, I have to do something ! I quickly dial his number and wait impatiently N : Yes.. S : Angel ! Don't do anything ! I'm coming for you ! N : Sunghoon.. believe me that I truly liked you.. S : Ni-ki please ! Wait for me !!
I go outside and run as fast as I could with his localisation in my hand.
NIKI POV I look at the pictures on my phone. I stop on my favorite one. This photo is what I love the most now.
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It was my first date with the love of my life. I sight when I see an anonymous number calling me. I put it on my ear. N : Yes.. S : Angel ! Don't do anything ! I'm coming for you ! (What ? Hoonie) N : Sunghoon.. believe me that I truly liked you.. S : Ni-ki please ! Wait for me !!
I shake my head and cry hard when I hear him talking to me like that. Why now ? Why ! N : are you serious ? That's just now that you comeback ? S : I.. I'm sorry ! Ni-ki please. N : Too late.
I hung up and look at the water under me. Okay now that's the time. I know he's coming so. I pass my two legs and hang onto the barrier of the bridge. I close my eyes, the wind passing in my hair. I press the button send for the text on Sunghoon conversation and jump after I let out my last breath.
AUTHOR POV Sunghoon was running really quickly but when he arrived. Nobody was here, just a broken phone on the floor. He kneel and widen his eyes when all of his fear become true. He look at the water and tears form in his eyes. He took out his phone and click on the message from Riki.
Sunghoon hyung. I feel tired tonight, unforgettable words. I can't turn back, sorry I'm selfish, I'm sorry. The colored city lights, the cold voice I can't turn back, sorry I'm selfish, I'm sorry. I'm too late but I'm sorry.
Tonight, the hidden night in front of me. Why am I in the blurred memories again? It's getting harder to remember. I'm lonely, a night where I'm just left alone. Waiting without you knowing. Why haven't you called me yet?
I'm sorry, don't go, don't forget me. I'll be next to you, I'll only look at you tonight. I'm sorry, so don't be sorry, bot, will you come back again? Because without you, I am not me.
I think about you all night to remember why I'm not there. Why is it getting clearer again? I'm falling. I never let you go, please come back to me again. Because without you, I am not me
Your unmistakable eyes that embraced me. Now mine turned red because I look at the picture. The street where I met with you. The time that we spent together. I don't think I can let go. You're my life and I can't live without you. I'm sorry.. I love you.
And that's when the world of Sunghoon fell apart right in front of him.
------------------ Okay that's a really short chapter but I want to know if you like it ? I know it's not that good but I did my best.
