diary of an idiot 2.0

I hate being a girl

Tw umm period

I had like one of the worst nights of my life last night

So it's 1AM and I still didn't sleep bc i was watching YT but then suddenly the pain of red paint hit me harder than it already did

I sat out the pain for two hours.

Then I couldn't handle it anymore

I got up

Went to the bathroom and started crying bc it was that bad

Then I stayed in the living room for even I don't know

Plus I was nauseous the entire time like I could feel the cold sweat on me

After I stayed in my room and tried to ignore it again

Shockingly it worked and I woke up today feeling much better

At 7am

i woke up at 7am.

After I got up and stayed in the living room again

Then went to my room and took like a 3 or 4 hour nap I lost track

Then I woke up thinking it was the next day but I realized it was only 1PM

After that I told my biological mom I didn't wanna go to church

Shockingly enough she was okay with that (then again I told her before when I woke up)

So then my dad arrived

And i hijacked his phone /j

And now

im here

Mortal of the story:

I'd rather have my dick chopped off than experience another period.