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CHAPTER TWENTY

Joong pov

My eyes opened as the alarm rang...and as I sat up immediately I felt a strong headache...I took a glass of water and drank it and as I looked around properly I learned that I was in my room...but I couldn’t remember how I came here...yesterday after returning from the bar I was feeling so heavy inside that I started drank....I don’t know but what actually happened to me...it was feeling like I couldn’t express my feelings properly

Something was bothering me in a way....and it started after that night when Phuwin and I kissed...I still couldn’t understand why a small matter was bothering me so much that even suddenly I started ignoring Phuwin....suddenly things became so awkward between him and I...after that kissed whenever I looked at Phuwin I felt a strange feeling...and as I knew how I was feeling...I started to afraid of these feelings towards Phuwin

I came out of my room after finishing my morning routine...and as I came I saw Phuwin was in the kitchen making breakfast...and just looking at him my heart started beating strangely and I immediately moved my eyes away from him...as again that kissing scene flashed on my mind....so I instantly turned and about to leave from there but he called me...so I stopped and looked at him

"Au ai Joong come help me...aii Dunk is sad today!!!"

"Alai...ohoo...are you feeling hangover huh!!"

"Aiii JOONG!!!" suddenly my thought broke and I realised that I was looking at him blankly like a idiot...but....he was...looking so beautiful though...I mean it's not that....I...I never noticed that Phuwin was a very pretty and beautiful boy...and also it's not that I didn’t look at him properly before...but I myself didn’t know why suddenly I couldn’t move my eyes from him...he was too beautiful

"Aiii shaaaat!!" again Phuwin shouted while hitting on my arm with a pan as I was still standing there while looking at him without responding to him...and this time I finally moved my eyes and replied to him

"Um...huh...I'm hear...hearing!!" I said without looking at him

"Alaiwa...still drunk or what huh???" he said with a chuckled while chopping and heard him I frowned my eye brows

"Um...who...took me...to my room??" I asked while taking out some vegetables from fridge...actually to be frank...trying my best to not looking at Phuwin!!

"Oho...you forgot already huh...!!" he again said with a chuckled....and heard him my heart skip a beat

"Ala...alaina??"

"Book came and took you to your room...aii shaaat!!" he said and immediately hit me with a spoon...wait Book!!!

"What...Book thamya...how could you allow him huhhh???" I asked with a serious tone

"Ohooo look at this puppy...you were literally crying last night aii shaat..and here you now pretending like you have no feelings for Book anymore huh!!!" Phuwin asked while gritting his teeth

Actually it's true that I had feelings for Book that I couldn’t get over him...but I didn’t know why suddenly I couldn’t feel that feelings

"mueang...listen...there are huge boy in our country better than you...why Book would come back to you!!" Phuwin again said while looking at me...actually I should understand that he was lying to me...how stupid I'm!

"You should go to him...or you’ll never get him again!!" Phuwin added and heard him I didn’t know why suddenly I felt hurt...why he wanted me to go to Book again....I didn’t want to go to anyone...I mean...it's better to stay single...that you could get whoever you wanted

"Leave it...I'll do the rest!!" I said and heard me he immediately moved and leave the kinfe there

"Okay...then I'm going to take shower!!" he said while yawing and my eyes again fell on him...actually he looked like a cat...a pretty cat...fair skin...soft lips...fluffy hair...fresh smell....tiny body...small waist that would fit in my arm so perfectly....AIII SHIAAA....JOONG STOP IT ALREADY!! suddenly my thought broke and I immediately slapped on my face and started to cook...what was I even thinking about huh

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Pond pov

I woke up in the morning and directly went to the bathroom...took a long shower then came out...I was getting ready to go out though it was the day off...suddenly my phone rang and looking at it I saw it was Joong...so I received it

"Aii Pond...let's have breakfast together!!"

"Hm...unai?"

"At Phuwin's condo!!"( heard Joong Pond got quiet)

"aii Pond...come on man...it's not that we nevet fought before na!!"

"I'm not coming!!"

"Seriously ai Pond...come and short this matter immediately!!"

"Don't you think...last night Phuwin hit me for nothing huh!!"

"I don't know anything...if you have to say anything come and say it to Phuwin directly!!"

"No need...I'm not coming!!"

"Aiii Pond!!!" ( hang up the call)

As I cut the call I changed my clothes immediately as I wasn’t in the mood to go out anymore....and laid on my bed...and suddenly last night’s scene flashed in my mind while arguing with Phu unconsciously I pushed Dunk so hard...but he still didn’t beat me back

I didn’t know if I was reacting too much or not...but these days I was feeling so restless that I myself couldn’t figure out anything around me...I was feeling like crazy...after I realized  that I fell for Dunk I couldn’t see him as my friend anymore...whenever I looked at him every time that night kept flashing on my mind...I never felt like this before...how I suddenly fell for Dunk...we stayed best friends for almost ten years...and in these years we spend almost all time together

and suddenly everything got change...I  couldn’t face Dunk properly....as I was afraid that I would confess to him in any time in my frustration...and I knew that it would be worse if I do that...I couldn’t do it...I couldn’t ruin our friendship like this

Actually after realizing that I fell for Dunk I learned that...falling for your best friend is the most terrible thing in your life...that you can't be a lover of them but can’t stay as their friend anymore...you would suffer the most cause they would never see you the way you would see them!!