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Tw: Mentions of Sh, Cursing

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Six

Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit... I lower my gaze as tears collected in my eyes. I did not just say that. I'm so fucking stupid! There me and Milo stood there facing each other in front of my room.

I know he just broke my heart. He hadn't said anything. Well he did but it my dumbass mistake that got me in tears.

I gaze back up at him. Pity in his eyes. Pity. "Th-Theo I-I." He stammered. "I'm sorry. Please don't cry." Vincent said. He then placed his hand on my cheek and started to swipe my tears away. I pull away from him. "No! Remember Vincent?! Remember you said it's ok to cry! You taught me that! Remember?!" I shriek.

I push him away and then walk into my room and slam the door behind me. I then lock it behind me. I flop onto my bed and start to cry. The tears wouldn't stop coming. Dear god.

I then hear my door click slightly followed with Milo peaking through it. "May I come i-" I cut him off by getting up and slamming the door in his face.

I didn't want him to see me like this. Not now. Wait a minute wasn't my door locked? I wrap myself in blankets liking the warmth of them. It reminded me of when me and M- Vincent were sitting on the couch while watching a movie or whenever he got fired and I got to play with his hair.

I gazed at the pocketknife on my nightstand. I close my eyes. Remember the promise you made to him. Remember.

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-A few months ago-

"Promise you'll stop doing this to yourself." Milo said a frown on his face as he gazed down at my blood crusted cuts along side my older scars on my open arms and wrists.

He then gazed up back up to me with his deep blue eyes filled with sadness. I sigh. "I promise Milo." I said and he smiled slightly.

In the moment right there I knew, I was in love. Jason never cared for me like he did and for the first time in years I had made a connection with someone, someone I loved.

He then got up. "Ok I'll got get the first aid kit. Stay there." He said walking out of my room. My gaze follows him as he left. He truly cared about me. For the first time, that's ever happened.

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I gaze at the door for a second as Theo slammed it into my face. The words he had said a few minutes ago. 'I love you so much it hurts Milo.' He had said. I slide down the door. Those words ran through my head over and over and each time I felt my stomach flutter.

I was out of Bobby pins. I frown. What did I do wrong? I had told him that I had made up my mind. What did he mean by he loves me so much that it hurts? I sigh. I screwed up. I shouldn't have told him...

...that I was going back with Violet.