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It's been really long since I opened Wattpad.

So much have happened.

Im actually shocked but i saw it coming.

It really scares me as a teenager that how much of fucked up life could get.

So.....im gonna start with friends.
They're cool,good,nice all in one. they all are perfect but not for me. I dont fit in that friend circle. Even if it's been so many years in earth i still haven't found one good friend who is honest with me.

My friends are good. Really good. But one of them talked shit bout me behind my back.
And the other agreed. Maybe the the other two dont know yet. But eventually i can tell they're gonna agree against me too.

Makes sense.

Im really trying to forget about it. It's been 3 months since i saw that chat but still i cant seem to forget.

It changed my whole view towards them.

Im afraid i might be left alone. so i have so stick
With them. Yes.For my own good.

And that's the problem.

I don't even know if im gonna ever forgive her for saying that about me.

I was really pissed. I was even more pissed when my other friend was angry with me for her. Because she said to her that my behavior hurted her.

My behavior?

I'm supposed to behave with my "friends"?

I really don't understand it.

Maybe i should stop talking or hanging out with them so much.

But then they even got pissed for that too.
Whenever i would think about it i couldn't
Find where my fault was.

But i would still feel like the worst person alive.

How pathetic.

Calling them friends fucks me.

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