I'm sitting in a dark room sitting in a corner looking out the window holding a damp cloth covered in blood with a blade in my hands. I heard a knock at my door I quickly covered up my scars on my wrists and hid the blade, my father walked into my room and told me that dinner was ready and I just nodded in response. I stared out the window a little bit more trying not to cry as I heard a loud noise coming from downstairs rushed downstairs as I saw blood across the floor I followed it and it led to my father on the ground in the puddle of his own blood. I stared at the horrible sight, I was confused and wondering why this happened.but I ran back upstairs to my room and stayed there for the rest of the night.I didn't know what to do ,how to act or what I do being on my own. I felt completely all alone nobody to care or give a damn about me.all I had was my dad and now that he's gone I just have myself. As I sat here thinking about what just happened to my father I decided to go back downstairs to see what actually happened to him. When I walked back into the dreadful scene I looked around and saw something that caught my eye, as I made my way over there i slowly seen a piece of paper and it said " your next" and i was shookin by this terror note i didn't know who wanted me and my father dead but first things first i should probably tell you about my past so you understand why i am the way i am now.
(*Two years ago*)
My name is jadalynn I'm 20 years old and my dad is serverous snape he works for a company at I could careless about but he doesnt really tell me anything about what he does because "its private" i cant find out about it but its whatever I don't really care about what he really does. My mom left me and my dad when I was three she didn't exactly want me so she left my dad and me for a much better younger gentlemen which is fucked up if you asked me but who the fuck cares right. As I got into high school I met my boyfriend AJ Thomas I thought he was pretty cute ,nerdy but cute. We've done literally everything together we were like inseparable like he turned into my bestest friend well really my only friend that I had. I got bullied a lot, he was there for me through so much pain. He even got into fights over me because people wouldn't stop bullying me. Me and aj been together for three to two years. Me and him decide it was time to get physical if you know what I mean "wiggles eyebrows".
Me and aj was sitting by this lil pond and we started to get really bored, he places his hand on my inner thigh. It made me feel a certain way but I blew it off but suddenly he was starting to get closer to my neck and pecked It a few times, I couldn't concentrate on my thoughts they were getting so cloudy and all jumbled together that I lost my train of thought and that is exactly when I pushed him back and got on top of him pressing my lips to him softly yet roughly. I've felt him getting hard underneath me and so I pressed myself against him and made him grow even harder. i slowly start kissing his jawline and down to his neck. He groaned and I bit his neck leaving over bites on him. He places his hands on my hips and grip em tightly but he slowly was reaching the ends of my blouse and pulled it over my head to expose my breasts he places one of his hands on my breast and I let out soft moan. He then sat up while I was still on his lap and he began to kiss the valley of my breasts. I began slowly to slide down both of my bra straps so my breasts is fully exposed,AJ's eyes got wide and looks up and down at my breasts before placing his soft lips over my nipples and starts sucking them making me let out soft moans and I slightly move my hand down where his hard cock is and slightly tease him by rubbing my hand over it making him let out small groans. He unbuttons my black tight jeans and I got up off of him to remove them as I only in my black laced lingerie panties.
*A couple days later*
I've noiced that AJ has gotten distant lately he's been standing me up when we planned to go on dates or he'll call and cancel on me it makes me start to wonder why he's doing such things like this because he never does his. one day he came over to my house and I've noticed that he's high off of fetnal and it makes me wonder but all of sudden he started an argument with me over something stupid and all of sudden he slapped me across my face and i took off running to my room and locked the door and started crying. He bangs on my bedroom door really loudly cursing at me calling me aful names " you stupid bitch ope ur fucking door you flithy whore" I heard him say.he yells again but only saying something worse "jade open the fucking door u whore I bet you slept with every guy behind my back and I bet u have a std and honestly u were bad at fucking ike you just laid there and let me do all the work" I've cried so hard that i fell asleep and aj finally left my bedroom door and left my house to go home.
*Sorry guys this chapter is short*
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what I came to be
Fanfictionjadalynn snape is a young adult who lives a horrible life struggling to fine herself questioning on who she is and wants to be. will she find her true soulmate? or will she go down a very dark path
