Forever Lost

Chapter 9

Samanthas POV

"Cam" i whispered.

I didnt expect shawn to hear it but he did.

"You know him?" Shawn asked me, and at that moment.. I could feel that someone was staring at me.

Cam saw me. I felt him staring for a while as he read up his vow. I finally got the courage to look at him. "No.. I just read the cover of the booklet" I silently breathed.

Everything me and Cam have been through was nothing but a dream, or I'd rather say a dream within a nightmare.

Argh! Sam.. It's over between the two of us, why even think about the past. I have the best I've ever had right here beside me so why even think about the past.

Everything went so fast. And as the wedding ended, I tried to avoid so many things but I failed.

"Aunt G!" Shawn grabbed my hand and introduced me. "Samantha Hilliard" she smiled. "Oh it's been a really long time" she hugged me. At the same time, there he came. Walking towards us behind Gina. Gina was Cameron's mother. Cam looked at me, not even saying a word.

"You.. You two know each other?" Shawn asked shockingly.

"Yes. Oh and darling, how's your mom?" I paused.

Mom.. My mom passed away. She didn't know? Oh OFCOURSE not. Cam never found out about my mom, so how could he tell her?

"She was better" I smiled.

"Was?" She worriedly asked. Cam looked worried too..

"She passed away a few years ago" I sighed and smiled, trying not to make a big deal out of it. I looked at Cam, he gave me a look and slowly nod to the other room, giving me a signal that he wanted to talk. But I waited a bit.

"I'm so sorry, darling. If it could make you feel any better, do you wanna talk about it later? We're having a family dinner. I'll like to invite you and Shawn" she comforted me.

"That would be great" Shawn answered for me.

As both of them continued talking, I told shawn that I was going to the bathroom. I wanted to freshen myself up cause I felt like shit. And as I walked, I felt like Someone was walking behind me.

I walked faster.. And faster..