Perfect Find

Chapter 17|Ignore|

★Xavier's POV★
Why the fuck does Zane want her number?
I don't have it so why should he?

You know what?....fuck this.
I don't care anyways.

"Why did you have to say that?" Zane asks me after he watches Ava as she walks away.
"What?....it was just a question" I say as I get into my car.
"A stupid one" he states
"Yeah whatever. Bye Zane" I say and drive off.

Yeah.... he's gonna be pissed at me for that.

It's not my fault that I can't stop throwing insults at Ava. I like the way her eyes go darker anytime she's angry.

It's like staring at a blue flame.

Fuck.

I think she has possessed me or something. Just like how she possessed my friends into liking her. They never accept anyone that easily but they accepted Ava as soon as Amelia introduced her to us.

I'm sure that's why I apologized to her too. It's all making sense now.  I never planned on apologizing to her but when I saw her that night,the only thing my brain was pushing me to do was to apologize.

I'm not even good at apologies but if anyone heard my apology to her they'll think I've been practicing for it all my life.

She's a creep and a witch.

Oh God no. Let's not be stupid here.

It's stupid but it's the only way I can explain why I'm doing things I never thought of doing. Like apologizing and........ finding her attractive.

What kind of fucked up spell did she use on me inorder for me to find her attractive?

Whatever.

Now that I've apologized to her,I don't have to feel guilty about what I said to her anymore so I can just avoid her. We weren't friends anyways so how hard can it be?

"How hard can it be?" I say to myself as I drive.

I spot an Ava like figure ahead of me. She's just walking by the pavement on her own.

Does she walk home everyday?
Isn't that stressful?

No no..... don't careeeee.
Why the fuck am I caring?????

She seems lost in her thoughts tho
I wonder what's on her mind.

Is it bad that some part of me is hoping that she's thinking about me?

"Fuckkkkkkkk" I say to myself.
"Drive. Just drive pass her" I say again. I increase my speed and successfully drive pass her.

yesss!!!!!

Go back,go back!!!!!
My conscience screams at me.

I am not going back.
Why should I?

The whole plan is to avoid her until I end up forgetting about her not to be her free ride home.

I tap my index finger on the staring wheel as I think of what to do.
Am I really considering going back?

Fuck this.

I turn my car around and speed back to look for her. I spot her and I slow down. I wind my window down so I can talk to her.

She notices me and gives me a what-the-heck-am-I-doing look.

I will also like to know what I'm doing cause apparently, I'm not in control of my own body anymore.

"Hi" I say
"Hi" she says back
"Need a ride?" I ask with a small part of me hoping she'll say yes.
"No, I'm good" she says and continues to walk away.
"Come on, we're neighbors. Allow me to give you a ride" I say while driving very slow to follow her pace but she doesn't answer me. She just ignores me and keeps walking.