twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred twenty seven.

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After finally getting home, you were on your way to lunch with Ni-ki and Jay, while Jake and Heeseung stayed home to help Jake pack for his Paris trip on Friday, which was literally happening tomorrow, two weeks without Jake, was definitely gonna be a hassle.

But you couldn't go, as much as you wanted too, someone had to stay home.

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When you arrived to lunch, you went inside to find Ni-ki and Jay, they were sitting in the far back, away from everyone, like always.

You walked over to them.

"Hi guys! " You said sitting down.

"Why so late, ma'am? " Jay added.

"Oh sorry, I know, I was out apartment hunting. " You said.

"Apartment hunting? Are you and Jake getting a new apartment? " Jay added.

"What? You didn't know, I thought Sunghoon or Jake would've at least told you? " You said.

"KK? Those motherfuckers don't tell me shit?! " Jay added.

You laughed.

"But yeah, and not for Jake and I, for us individually... " You said.

"Individually?! Bruh? When was this decided?! Am I just behind a few lives?! " Jay added.

"It was decided a few days ago... " You said.

"But sissy, you two have been living together for nearly almost three years? Why the sudden change of heart? " Ni-ki added.

"Well, we all know Jake just got transferred to a new company, correct? " You said.

"That is correct, yes." Jay added.

"Well, it's more travel now, so he won't be home as often anymore, so I would be alone most of the time, we decided this was the better decision, and I completely agree. " You said.

"Well? Are you okay, at least? " Jay asked.

"I'm managing, but I think this is good for us, both of us, it's about time I start living my future anyway, and like Heeseung told me, we can't always live together. " You said.

"That's true? But 2 and a half years? Isn't it gonna be hard having to live alone? " Jay said.

"I mean, no not really, he's only gonna be a floor below me, so I'll still be able too see him whenever he has time. " You said.

"And it'll be good, especially with this big decision I have to make, anyway. " You said.

"Talking about that? How are you? Like really? " Jay said.

You sighed.

"It's hard, but it needs to happen. " You said.

"I'm really proud of you Kaira, I know how hard this has too be. " Jay added.

"But she's a smart girl, she can do it, I believe in her, right sissy? " Ni-ki said.

You smiled at him.

"Yes Ni-ki, thank you. " You said.

"Well enough with the sad shit, let's eat, yeah? " Jay said.

"You two haven't ordered yet? " You said.

"No? We were waiting for you. " Jay said.

"You guys! Come on, choose! " You said.

You all looked at the menu and continued chatting.

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|| HOONIE'S POV ||

Back at the hospital, Emily was getting all her things ready to head home.