The memories came flashing back memory by memory, on the first day of kindergarten I got on the bus and was rejected I sat in my assigned seat but the girl in there told me I was not wanted, when I got to school I got to the sand box to play with my friend Alicia and some of her other friends I got there they told me to go away so I left and played blocks on my own. In by the middle of kindergarten year I remember asking to sit by my friend Kyla she said if I asked her again she was going to kill my family, blow up my house and torture me. I remember playing with the 2 people that hated me most Alicia and Kyla, I was always the boy horse every day. When it was my birthday every year they would tell me who was going to go no input from me. I remember grade 1 being told I looked like a boy and I have never been wanted, grade 2 I could not do the monkey bars so there for I could not hang out with anyone and I was officially un cool so that year I spent alone. Grade 3 me and my "friends" where playing horses they where the cow girls and I was the horse of course try told me they needed me so I came they said just stand with your back to a tree for a sec of course I said "ok"as I was doing this I saw they had 3-4 skipping ropes tied together and as fast as I could blink the ropes where tight aginst my body they tied me up laughed at me and left. 15 min after the buzzer rang a teach came out and found me. In grade 3 we where playing red rover by a fence and some trees and now it was my turn to go, I backed up a sprinted hard as I could the moment I was about to break through there arms they let go and I went flying into a tree. That year we where playing house and of course I had to taste the food before I gave It to them they told me to close my eyes the where going to see if I liked there food me being the perfect little girl I was closed my eyes and opened my mouth. My eyes flew open as I felt lots of little legs crawling over my mouth THERE WHERE ANTS. I had eaten ants. In grade 4 me and my friend Cat decided we where going to share a locker after a day or so she told me I stank and no one wanted to be my friend, I was a loser and I knew it. In grade 5 we had to change schools to the high school. I had 4 "friends" Jamie Alicia Amy and Cat we decided that we where going to make plays for our class they said I was the one that had to kidnapped I had to be the girl at the sleep over to get frogs in my pillow I had to be the girl that was bullied 24/7. I was laughed at daily, Alicia told my crush I liked him and alicia told me I was silly told me that anyone would like me. In grade 6 I wore my D.C shoes tied up in the front and a girls named Rebel and Carrie told me I looked hilarious and I didn't wear a bra so of course of baby Maxxyn was was never going to grow up since she wasn't even 5 ft yet . They laughed even harder when my teacher left and I cried. I started getting angry growing my finger nails and sharpening them so I could abuse them back. By the end of that year everyone in my grade was scared me. Even the boys everyone was terrified. I was a angry mad depressed and terrified girl. In grade 7 well that was an ok ish year other than I got tease for being freinds with boys, I also got teased for playing tag and running. In grade 8 well that was my worst year. "Maxynn" "MAXYNN"my friend daisy called what I said in a very annoyed voice. "don't sass me max I havnt done anything to you" argg this girl just irritated me. It's lunch on the first day of school and they are already pushing me around. Great another crappy year it's never going to get better is it. "Comon max it's your day to throw out the garbage you know" yup I know what your thinking garbage girl max. That is what I am to them. I guess I am going to have to live with that for the rest of my life. that day we had gotten a new girl named connie, i figured i would try and be freinds with her. but the miinute i said hi she said hi back tuned away and made a face. i guess i kinda have the same impresson on everyone
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Chapter 1
RomanceI was lost before someone found me. they found me at my worst possible time. they helped me and healed me and didn't even know