The Puppy and the Wolf

-Part 9-

Bangchan POV:

Fuck! I can't believe that happened. I got carried away! My mind raced as Seungmin lay still beside me. The slow rise and fall of his chest signaled he was deep asleep. I had already cleaned his body and dressed him but I couldn't find any suitable clothes for myself.

I pulled up my boxers. Good enough. I climbed back into bed behind him and snaked my arms around his waist. I snuggled against him and let our legs tangle together. He's so warm...

If only you knew how madly in love I am with you Kim Seungmin.

***

Now we're walking together to school. Apparently, Seungmin meets up with Felix halfway so Lix is here. As we walked I got slightly closer to Seungmin as he spoke with Lix. What are we?

We walked through the front gates to our school and spotted Changbin and Jeongin at the front. Jeongin was squeezing Binnie's muscles. That's normal.

Lix jogged over to squeeze muscles too. Leaving me and Seungmin together to catch up.

"Seungmin, what are we..."

"I don't know either. Just... just let me think"

I sighed at his answer but kept walking. When I got to class I sat beside Changbin. Should I tell him what happened yesterday? I should...

"Hey, Binnie"

"Hm? What up"

"Can I tell you something?"

"Yeah go" he crossed his arms under his huge chest. Is huge an overstatement?

"Yesterday... I went to Seungmins place and... we uh..." I couldn't say it. It was just too much to remember.

"You two fucked?" Changbin bluntly stated causing me to look away. I nodded and he didn't look too shocked

"What took so long? I take it you two are dating?"

"That's the thing. We're not. I asked him about it this morning but he said to let him think. You're the only person I can ask about this and it's just so overwhelming" The words I've been holding back just seemed to flow out of my mouth.

"Do you wanna date him?" Changbin looked at me. I paused. Did I really wanna date Seungmin? Sure he's cute and funny. But do I wanna make things official? Shouldn't things just stay as they are? But what if Seungmin wants to date someone else, and I'm holding him back?

I buried my face in my hands, groaning in frustration. I gazed back up at Binnie who looked at me with a face of worry and expectation.

"Yes... I really wanna date him..." Just that one sentence took so much courage for me to say. It's as if I'm still unsure. But this is what I want. I love him.

Seungmin POV:

"Do you really wanna date Chan?" Felix's deep voice asked me. Do I really wanna date him? Well, he's attractive and caring, but do I wanna date him? Hell yeah, I do. Have you seen that guy? He's literally husband-worthy.

"Yeah, I wanna date him" I answered Felix's question. I leaned into my chair. It's my fault we first kissed... my fault we had sex. So I have to ask him first. Does he wanna date me?

Probably not, why would he date me? He probably isn't even worrying about this.

"Felix, you're gonna help me asked him out. I don't care how long it takes. You. Will. Help. Me"

Felix audibly gulped at my words and just nodded.

***

It was lunch and we all sat in our usual spots. Meaning I was next to Chan. Not that I mind. I love being next to him. But do I love him?