Piece

Long Walk

I walk outside again passing the streets, lights are on. As I do I wonder on .. about my life the way things have gone this way. I have tried to see the good in people, only to get betrayed. And out of all the things I have tried to do, it's all been in vain. Nothing I tried gave me any real joy, and when it did it was quickly just taken away. Is there anyone that can relate to me at all? I feel like the main character. But this .. this is not a story of a main character. Or even mine .. it's a story where there is no end until my lights go, out.

I reach the alley's, seeing cops nearby .. avoiding them all. I walk to other sidewalk, no one pays any mind. Just passing through right? You could never know it's a killer who stands next to you.

I walk away from the cops, who stalk the alleys .. reaching nearby alley I see a guy walk by, I try follow him. And then as he stands nearby and I lean towards the wall to look at him, a girl comes from my right side next to me, saying to me, "Hey .. uh .. hi are you?" "I saw you before?"

I turn at her nervously .. and stop tracking the random guy I was stalking. Saying to her, "I don't know what you are talking about." She looks at me saying, "No I did see you?" "From before .. you came from that one alley?" "Right?" "A guy was killed there.."

I look at her saying.. "Don't get in my way or you'll regret it." And I storm off from her sight. I think she is still looking at me, I can tell when someone is staring. I leave her side bc I cannot let her close to me now, that guy must be evil bastard that must die.

I follow him regardless, seeing no cops. The alley was short it had public view. Unlike the other alleys, that is why there were all the cops. Here if anyone tried anything they'd be seen for sure.

Now, I will go to check on him. I reach behind him my crowbar is next to me, that girl? Did she not see it? Or was she really pretending? Weird .. she is gone now. And I'm at my prey which will be the time, to decide your fate.

I walk past the lights and reach him shortly after.. I thought I'd lose him. He talks on the phone. To someone .. he sounds very angry. Almost, hostile not-too-far fetched. Guess we have to try this out the hard way.

I stand by leaning to the wall and wait him come back towards me. Which he does shortly after, guess he was just staying put? I greet him as he says, "Oh hi bro, you waiting on someone?"

Hiding my crowbar behind me, I answer him.. "No just passing through." He smiles, "Oh yeah?" "Well man I'm glad to see someone is aware and awake." "Of all the crazy shit that is happening."

I look at him, "What do you mean?" He answers shortly after, "Well haven't you heard?" "3 people been killed!" "It's crazy!" "So nuts!" "And that guy or those guys .. clearly intended to kill them!" I turn at him again after looking on front: "Yeah .. so what were you talking about on the phone?" "While I was here I heard you yelling?" "Everything okay?"

He looks at me, "Yeah man it's nothing just some family problems." "My girlfriend I love her dearly, but my parents keep getting in our way." "I told them to stop! Or you'll ruin my life."

I stare at him, .. "Ah.." "I see is your girlfriend nice?" The man says, "Yeah .. man she is sweet as candy, by that I mean too sweet." I look at him confused, .. "Ok what you gonna do next?" "For the parents?" The man says shrugging, .. "Well I gotta tell my girl, and talk to them again apologize my behaviour they just do me in too hard, I just want to be with my girl." "I get that they are worried bc she might use me for money, but it's not true!" "We been together 2 years." "And she never cheats." "Maybe if some guy .. like you reached her she .. probably could .. or would." "But other than that, nah uh. I'm good."

I stare at him weirded out, answer back to him, .. "Yeah man ok." "Sorry to bother you, glad to see things are working out." He looks back at me "Yeah. I'm Jackson btw .. and you are?" I walk away from him, saying to him .. "Sorry I gtg see you around Jackson."

He looks at me with his phone out, and says, "Ah!" Ok man!" "See ya!" I walk past the street and turn away from him to my left, and mutter angry yet glad, Man .. that guy was a good guy. Reaching nearby park .. seeing no one nearby I sit on a bench. And wonder.. What now? Then I see a jogger run past me .. really attractive, sexy body girl jogger. I look at her side eyes and smile little, as she runs past me wearing her earphones.

I always hated making eye contact with people, it's always sexual thought in your mind no matter what anyone thinks. But there is nothing wrong with that just it's, really awkward. "As I said before I like spending time with people, not staring at them." Haha

I quit my joking in my mind, monologuing like some crazy person, I never talked to myself expect when I was going crazy. One time alone in the, night.

Looking around I see no one nearby until.. I notice someone following that jogger. And I go follow him, running walking fast after him.

I reach him and follow them .. the jogger reaches her apartment, and the man who has followed her leans to the wall like I did, and tries to jump at her until I pull him down back, towards me to the ground.

He falls down and I hit him in the head with the crowbar, turning to look at her, she is gone. I grab the guy hitting his face in with my fist. And say to him, "Wtf did you try to do there now?" "Stranger."

He tries to yell at me, but I grab him and throw him at the nearby neighbours, house. We land to their yard. And I hit him in the face again, yelling at him, "What did you try to do!?" And I hit him with the crowbar again. He says, "Nothing!" "Aah!" I say to him, "Tell me or I'll fucking kill you!"

He says, "No! It's none of your .. aaah!" I hit him with the crowbar again, and he says, "Okay okay!" "I.. I was gonna go get her.." I yell at him, .. "And then what!?" He says .. "Have her.." I kick him in the stomach .. say to him, "What?!" He says, "Rape her!" At that moment I hit him in the face with the crowbar and say to him, "Time to die." He looks at me shocked and scared .. and yells, "No!" "Aaaaaah!" I hit him 27 times and 10 more beating his face and head with the crowbar. His head shatters apart, and breaks. His skull and head is full of blood. Each hit multiple times, I fel his life sway away. After he died from my last hit. I stare at him and walked away. Then on my surprise, someone walks towards me. From the same street this guy, was trying to assault the jogger. Her black sport leggings, tight thigs .. and adidas, sport shoes .. pink nike hoodie, and white hat, and expensive white headphones, her smile, her beatiful face. Was that her!?

I say this as I run away midway as fast as I can. Not looking back, at all. I did not expect anybody there .. was it her!? Why would she come out? Did she see me? Did she notice me? What was she doing there? I don't understand. Fuck! As I run across the neighbourhoods, as fast as I can. The crowbar in my hands.. I go to hide at the parking lot, put the crowbar to my side, lock and hide it inside my coat. I catch my breath a bit, I use to run a lot, sadly in my school that was never my best luck.

Furious, I walk away.. I almost let myself get caught and for what? Just some hot jogger to interrupt me? No that girl it was her .. no that guy .. fuck! I walk away back to my apartment and reach inside, opening the door. And put the crowbar down after wiping it clean with cloth, and lay back to my bed. My muscles relaxed, I never sleep my clothes off. I fall a sleep after staring at the ceiling, is this the end of my road? No way.. I have not found that one target I'm looking for. I must keep searching, that fucking bastard .. how dare he. I hope .. his head was smashed in all the way, instead half-way .. rot in hell bitch.