drawn to you (skk)

002

CHUUYA POV

Dazai wanted me to follow him to his hospital room.

"Come in.." he said as he opened the door.

The room had his room number and his name on the door

"OSAMU DAZAI  RM. 231"

I followed the brunette into his room and I noticed some of the drawings that were pinned to the wall that he drew..those were impressive as well..

He began looking through his art supplies.

"So how old are you?" Dazai asked.

I snapped out of my thoughts when he asked that 

"I'm seventeen"

"Oh wow me too!" the brunette said with a smile as he laughed softly.

He pointed to a chair over in front of his bed 

"You can sit over there.."

I nodded and took my bag off my shoulder and sat down.

"So Chuuya are you into drawing as well?" he said as he walked over.

"Hm?"

"Oh since you know a lot about art the first time we met I was just wondering"

"Well.." I replied "I'm in art club"

"But I've been lowering my activity on it lately.."

Dazai nodded.

"So what do you want to do in the future?"

"The future?"

"Yeah what do you wanna be? Let me guess an artist?" he smiled.

"Actually-"

I was then cut off

"Art school..yeah I wanted to go too..and get an award at the Nika art exhibition."

I then remembered that I got a flyer for that competition. I guess that it was pretty popular among artists in the city.

"I would submit..but unfortunately I wouldn't have enough time to submit something that amazing to end up there.." he sighed as he was sketching something as he sat in the rolling chair next to me.

"I know!" he smiled again

"What if I leave it up to you, you could go win the award!~" he laughed softly.

There was no way I could tell him that I was terminally ill too and didn't have much time either and that I would die soon as well..

I noticed that next to me was another sketchbook of his

"May I see this?"

"Yes of course.." he smiled as he then continued to use the colored pencils to color his sketch.

I grabbed the book from the side table and opened it and I flipped through the pages..Dazai was very talented..

"These are super cool.." I said surprised as I continued to flip through the pages.

"Did you take classes?" I asked out of curiosity.

"No I've never even been to an art museum.."

"Oh I see then how can you draw like this..without any classes?"

Dazai then sighed 

"Well really..drawing is my only place of freedom..it's like time and space aren't an obstacle while I pour my mind onto the pieces of paper..it's amazing really..I can paint my illness away..I can fly where I wanna fly to.."

I nodded "Yeah.."

"If anything ever bothers you, I can just paint it all away for you, Chuuya~" he chuckled.

That made me smile a bit.

I noticed some drawings of Dazai's junior high he went to 

"Oh one of the students from my art club went here..I passed it a lot on my bike.."

He then saw the elementary school he went to as well and saw another boy in the picture with spikey hair with round glasses and another boy with redish brownish hair on swings and playing in the grass and when they were younger.

"You and the round glasses boy look close..is this a friend of yours?"

"Yeah something like that..yeah he was a friend.."

"Was?" 

Then before he could respond the nurse knocked on the door and opened it as we both looked over.

"Dazai it's time for your IV!" she smiled as she had the stuff set up.

The brunette sighs and says "Okay..I'm sorry about that.." he said to be apologetically as he set his pencils down and closed his sketchbook and set it on the side table next to the pencils.

"Oh its fine.."

Dazai began to walk over to his bed and the nurse looked over and noticed me and asked

"Is this a friend?"

The brunette nodded "Yeah.."

The nurse laughed softly "We don't get many of those huh?.."

Dazai then sat on the edge of the bed and held out his arm as the nurse was preparing the IV

"I'll just uh..go then.." 

He nodded "Mhm.."

"By the way.."

Dazai looked over.

"Is it okay if I come over again soon?"

He nodded

"Yes of course..your request is granted!" the brunette chuckled.

"Buttt..you have to bring me a gift"

"A gift?" I asked in confusion

"Yes something to draw..I'm just so bored and tired of drawing things in this room.." 

I then nodded "Okay.."

"Goodbye Chuuya!~" 

He smiled waved and waved goodbye to me and I just waved back before leaving the hospital room and shutting the door.