Introspection.

Chapter 16: Awkward

Once I came back to my senses, I spot Maxine in front of me grinning. You could say she also had an orgasm, even if she didn't. She is for sure very satisfied with her task.

"I'll keep this," she said showing me the vibrator.

"It is, in fact, really useful."

I start to feel self-conscious again, I'm on a bed, naked, in front of Maxine, who just gave me my first orgasm. Hope she doesn't realize it was my first.

"Have you done this before?"

I shift quickly to gaze at her, how does she know? Has she heard my thoughts?

"Ah, of course," I replied, the hesitancy in my voice is detectable.

"Oh", I sense the disappointment in her voice. Really?

"So, has someone else already used the vibrator on you?"

"Oh that, no, not that. That's pretty new," I react clumsily. She seems to be very pleased now with my statement.

"Good, it was a first for me as well." She said getting up and directing to the bathroom.

"I really enjoyed the challenge, though", she completes winking at me before getting inside the bathroom.

I watch her disappear. What should I do now, should I sneak out? I have never done this before. I don't even know how to look at her.

She is the first woman I have any sexual relations with after Remy. However, Remy was my boyfriend, it was pretty clear the procedure: Sex, cuddle, and sleep. What should I do when I do it with a stranger?

Fuck, she used my vibrator on me!

She watched me during every move. That's so embarrassing.

No Quinn, don't forget how she has manipulated you to obtain the response she wanted. She got everything from it!

Ok, I'm taking too much time overthinking, she will soon come out of the bathroom and I will have to face I chose the sneak out alternative, not that I felt I had another.

I quickly caught my clothes from the floor and in record time I was wearing them again. And just as I was leading to the door, ready to leave, Maxine comes from the bathroom.

"I didn't think you would be the type who sneaks out Quinn," she pronounced, tilting her head. For some weird reason, her accent is stronger.

I turn to her, probably as red as her hair.

"May kailangan lang akong pountahan."

"Yeah, I'm sure you do. You for sure need to be there really fast. There is no other reason why you would be wearing your shirt on the wrong side."

Shux, I was not expecting I would get caught.

"Maybe you could wait at least five minutes before running away? I was hoping we could talk; you know after what we have done."

She said sitting on the bed, she is now wearing her boxer and a sports bra.

"Ok," I reply sitting on the bed but not too close to her. What is there to discuss?

"As you remember well, you had agreed on having Thursday at 8 pm."

"Yeah, a fling with me." She states.

"Did I?" Really, I couldn't be more uncomfortable.

"Yeah, at the same time you were screaming your lungs out of pleasure. Do I need to remind you how it was?"