*3 Weeks Later*
I was laying in my blue and black bed sheets watching Netflix as I got a text from my mom 'Go to the store and pick up some Milk'. I got up and threw on some skinny jeans and a hoodie. I walked down stairs and slipped on some Vans. Since I lived close to town I could just walk to the store, It was only like a five minute walk.
I walked into the cold store and made my way to the dairy isle. Milk. Where's the milk at? I finally found the milk after wandering aimlessly through the isle, I decided since I was here I might as well get something to eat too.
So I bought the milk and walked down the street to Nandos, I ordered a Hawaiian pizza to go. As I sat there waiting for the pizza I noticed blue hair at a booth by the window.
I got up and slowly walked over to the table, my mouth ajar as I stumbled upon Michael holding another girls hand.
She had green streaks in her blonde straight hair. She had a My Chemical Romance shirt with black skinny jeans. "Michael?" I said in a rather high angry voice. He stood up stuttering "Oh, uh, Sam. Um, I was just-" I inturupted him and lifted my hand "Stop. Your cheating on me. How could you?" I had all these thoughts racing through my head. Before I knew it I was crying. He opened his mouth to explain but I spoke for him "You know what? I don't wanna know. Just leave me alone. We're done Michael Clifford." I dropped the milk I was carrying and left the pizza. I took off in a full sprint back home, feeling the air as it cut through my lungs. I couldn't breath.
Why would he do that? Was I not good enough? Who am I kiding I'm worthless. He's a fucking jerk. He's just like my ex. I reached my front door step taking several deep breaths before entering the house.
I ran straight up to my room and slammed the door behind me. Locking it as I stepped into the bathroom. I sat in the bathtub and took out my phone texting Ashton that I need him right now.
I stat there with thoughts running playfully throughout my brain.
"He never loved you."
"You're worthless."
"Just give up."
My face was stained with tears, I was huddled up in the bottom of my bathtub. I was nothing. And I will never be anything. If he loved me he wouldn't have cheated.
I sat there sobbing into my arms as I heard the front door open "SAM?" Ashton yelled as I heard his heavy footsteps running up the stairs. I got up and ran out the bathroom just as Ashton opened the door. I ran into his arms as I felt myself go limp, I fell to the floor while Ashton held me in his arms.
"What happened Sam?" He asked as he ran his fingers through my hair puahing it out my face. "H-he cheated on m-me. " I buried my face into Ashtons already wet shirt from my tears. I felt him breath angrily "He's dead next time I see him." He stood up bringing me to my feet too. "Let's go to my house Sam. You're sleeping over" He walked me out my bedroom and too his car, which was parked halfway in the street to where he rushed in.
My phone vibrated the whole ride to Ashton's. Call after call, text after text, I just ignored them all. I wanted to do was disappear, I wanted to leave, to get away from everything. We arrived at Ashton's house, we walked in and was greeted by his little brother
"Hi Sa-... Ashton, why is she crying?" he asked as he looked up at Ash and hugged his leg. "Because, now go play with your toys." he said before rushing me up the stairs to his bedroom. He sat me down on his bad and took a seat beside me, he threw his arm around me and pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry Sam, he's just a fucking douche. You deserve way batter than that prick." I snuggled my head into his chest and let out a whimper.
"You were right Ashton. I should have never dated him. I just thought he would be different." Ashton patted my back trying to sooth me. I felt like all my tears was gone, I couldn't cry anymore.
"It's gonna be alright Sam. Just Calm down." I layed down, and got comfortable on his bed. He got up and chnged his shirt singing lowly as he changed. I was proud to say that his singing made me fall asleep.
*My Dream*
I was alone. Screaming for help. I seen Michael holding hands and walking with that girl. She smiled at me as I fell to my knees crying for what seemed like hours. It felt like tiny needles were being stuck into my heart. I stood up and ran over to Michael before he could walk away "Michael pleae I love you!" I said turning him around and he just looked at me. Like I was a stranger. "I don't love you." I felt as If something had just broke inside me. Flash back of the past flew past my eyes as I fell back. My ex pushing me up against the wall and hitting me every now and then. Him screaming at me every night. Him cheating on me with three other girls. The day he put me in the hospital with one punch. Then that was it. My ex was standing in front of me. "You're so worthless. You should die." He picked his hand up and swung, but before it reached me I woke up.
