tickets [c.h] // ON HOLD

0.1 bea

| Why do we feel such strong emotion, Of complete care and pure devotion.|

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         "Calum Hood from 5 Seconds of Summer was caught up holding hands with an unknown girl out of an apartment last night. The insider told-"

I was bent on switching off the freaking TV, adjourning it not before my jaw dropped after I saw a familiar face showed on it. Despite her hair covered up half her face, I could still recognize her face clearly.

Sienna Wintson.

She's my bitch, my girl, and Calum's most influential nemesis ever all at once, and I couldn't be more careless.

Did she really hang up with that jerk?

There's no way she could do that. Heck no, I should have presumed the wrong face. No, it definitely couldn't be her.

But the host' soft tone interupped my thoughts and eventually answered my questions.

"And last but not least she's assumed as a girl from his high school. Is Calum Hood dating his own school girl? Let's see if-"

I switched the TV off abruptly, not letting myself hear the rest of his words.

Well, holding hands isn't included as dating though. It's not like I get jealous or stuff, let me explain to you.

Sia hates Calum, she's my mate, so I do hate him too. Calum is her nothing, so is he for me too. I don't know what's wrong with myself but somehow I felt mad with the news.

I sighed roughly, throwing up myself to this tender sofa. I think I need some air.

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Coffee could always sway your moods ten exact times better. Nonetheless it wouldn't wrest my thoughts of Sia and Hood completely. Picturing Sia, who claimed herself as the biggest Calum's nemesis, being in a current relationship with him? That's not more than ridiculous.

I'm still trying to enjoy my own company since I've got no one to be dragged here. The thought off calling Sia as usual must be idiotic. I don't know but it just feels way too clumsy to talk to her right now.

Summer break aka holiday lasts for three days left only, and school's gonna seize its position back in my life after this super long break. Well, it's only about one month but since I really got nothing to do, nor deal with, this summer has been such a pretty tedious time.

Both of my parents had flew across foreign countries even before summer started. Having entrepreneurial parents isn't as cool as you guys always think. In fact, I don't fully appreciate it, though.

My brother, Noah does actually stay with me in the house, but whereas he's four years older than me and he's got his own job, he needs to be out a lot too. So basically, I'm home alone mostly, if it doesn't include him at nights.

I don't really invite friends to come by my house, not that I'm trying to act cool nor stay high class. It's more just like I'm disposed spend my free time alone than being with girls.

"Bea?" A calm manly voice called out my name, loud enough to draw me back to reality.

I lift my head up, surprisingly greeted by a wide grin of Ashton Irwin.

"Irwin!" I chirped, plastering a smile o my face.

Ashton Irwin is my closest guy friend so far. We both met in a music class and apparently got lot of things in common, so here we are. Being friends with someone who's got the same interests as yours is indescribably fun.