I couldn't believe I saw him. Everybody wondered why I had left so early but I couldn't deal with him I really couldn't. Not after him putting me in the fucking group home.
I laid patrick down and saw heather walk past. I had to talk to her because I didn't want her to become jealous. I laid patrick down for the night and kissed him goodnight.
I wove you mommy. I smiled at him. I love you way more. I got up and turned his light off closing his door.
I hesitated going to heathers room but I didn't want any issues so I walked in ... Hey heather. ... She looked up "hi" ... Um can we talk for a lil bit ? "Bout what?" Um well at the party you kinda looked hostile when your dad introduced me to those people and - before I could finish she had broke out in tears . she said through tears. 'Its-its just like my dad loves everybody else's daughter except me and I'm his REAL daughter and he he- I know I didn't go down the path he wanted me to but some- sometimes I need help to" I watched snot and tears bubble up on her face and grabbed her some tissue. Here . she took it her nose red and my heart ached from her hurt.
Hey look. I don't need those peoples money and I wasn't interested in it ok? If you need help with money I will ok? I'm your roommate and your friend so if you need financial help with school and stuff its cool.
Her blood shot eyes looked up." Really you'd help me? I mean you have Patrick and i- " its cool don't mention it. Just promise we can be really close friends and help each other out ok? She nodded ok and I smiled . I had no problem helping someone with tuition especially heather. I knew she had a deep passion for being an architect from all the designs on her wall and I could tell the way her family was was the kind to already have your future set out for you.
Your really smart heather so don't trip we can work through it together.
Heather replied. I can watch Patrick sometimes I just have to find a job but I can pay my half of the rent and groceries. How do you not have these struggles?
My cheeks started to burn. Um ..this was the question I was dreading because heather knew nothing of my past or what I had done for all this money. I calmed myself and replied. My family set me up so I wouldn't have to work much. She smiled and I got up and left saying goodnight before she could ask me anymore questions that twisted my stomach.
I laid in my bed staring at the sun wondering what was ahead. I knew what was in my past and I didn't like to recap it. So I just let it go and thought of other things. I thought about lance. Lance didn't look much different when I saw him but he looked more expensive. I sat up and let my feet touch the cold wood floor of my bedroom .
I eased up and walked out of my room to the kitchen to start breakfast. I didn't wanna lie to heather about who was living in her house but I had to for now. When we got to know each other better I would tell her more. Everybody has there secrets.
I felt clamy hands on the sides of my hips and I turned around . to face logan. He had never made an advance to me like this so it was weird. He kept his hands there even when I was facing him and his handsome face grinned good morning. His icy blue eyes had me taken back and I stuttered a little. Uhm good morning.
He looked perfect. I never looked at her brother like this before but wow. His shirt was off and my hands rested on his biceps. "How are you this morning" I snapped out of my trans. Oh im fine how about you. "I'm perfect now" me to.... "I find myself staring at you a lot more often then I ever have at a woman and I would just love to take you on a date". .my mouth dropped open. I've never been on a date. " then let me be your first" his words rolled off his tongue whips stunning me . I couldn't understand why between my legs was becoming moist but I pushed my answer out. ....no
"No?" No...
