Tied Together (Markiplier FanFic)

Chapter 31: What Is Happening?

*Jenna's p.o.v*

Once school gets out, Juan and I are going to meet up and talk about everything. In some weird and strange way, I feel as if I can trust Juan more than Sophia. Things has just been changing lately, and I think Sophia has too. She barely has been talking to me and I can't understand why.

Maybe Juan can help me figure it out.

The bell for my last period finally rings, and I charge out of the seat so fast.

I told Juan to meet me by the entrance and exit of the teacher's parking lot and sure enough he is there. When he sees me, he grows a small smile on his face and spreads his arms out for a hug.

"Hey Jenn." He says.

"Hi Juan." I say softly.

I'm kind of nervous to just let everything out to someone. Everything.

Mark, Ivan, Sophia, my cuts, scars, and bruises.

"You seemed so hesitant when you told me you wanted to talk today."

I suddenly become spastic because of my anxiety and say- "Listen Juan, there is so much that has happened ever since you and I stopped being as close as we were. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED! I could barely freaking process it." I say starting to tear up already.

"Jenn, is this your anxiety acting up?" Juan says while holding on to me.

I nod my head yes while leaning onto him.

"I was hesitant to tell you anything because of so many reasons. There's just so much shit that I'm not allowed to even tell you and I myself am still trying to process all of this. Another reason is I don't know who to trust nowadays even though it is you, but still it's just so much SHIT!" I say crying even harder.

Juan starts leading me to the nearby quiet neighborhood where no one really walks or drives by. He sits me down on the curb and starts rubbing my back.

"Jenn, I haven't seen you this bad since... you tried breaking how clean you were. Five months." He says.

He doesn't know I broke it a month about a month or two ago... I can barely remember.

"What could have possibly happened? Is it... Ivan?" Juan says.

When I hear his name I look down and get a bit quiet, trying to make it obvious that it is Ivan I want to talk about.

"So... it is him. I had a strong feeling. Those days where you can't even look at him then the net it's like you guys are actually a couple-."

I cut John off saying- "Ivan and I are not a couple. Nope. No way in hell."

Should I say it?

"I'm seeing someone else." I blurt out.

Juan's face turned into complete shock, as if I would never give up on Ivan.

"But... you have been with Ivan for a while. You guys love each other don't you? And you're just giving up like that?" Juan says in confusion.

"There's so much more to it then you know... and I want to tell you everything." I say.

"Go on then. I'll just stay quiet and listen. Like what we used to do."

I nod my head, preparing myself to explain everything. Something I needed to do for a bit now.

...

"No man or boy should ever fucking hit a girl. EVER. If he just wants Sophia then he can go and have her... why drag you along?" Juan says in aggravation.