The roomate (Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter 9

Kate's pov
We had just gotten dressed, Harry was wearing his black skinnys and a black top while I was wearing my black skinnys and my purple ruffle top.
As we were walking out to the car I noticed someone who looked awfully familiar but I couldn't put a name on him. Once we got into the car we headed I've to dun-kin donuts, my choice of course, when my mom called me.
"Hello mom." I say when I answer the phone.
"Kaitlyn, I was just calling to make sure you didn't go off and get yourself killed or well killed yourself like that one-" she was saying until I cut her off.

"I'm okay, mother. And I thought we had a deal that we would never ever talk about that time ever again." I snap at her, oh shit I snapped at mother.

"Did you just snap at me. You will regret that. And I just had to remind you, I mean come on, I rather you be dead then Gabby. So, honey when you do kill yourself. Make sure you make it painful and slow. Because you deserve all the pain in the world. Okay, well, I have to go. Love you sweetie." She tells me then hangs up. God, why did Gabby have to get in front of me and save me. My mom would finally be happy. She's never liked me, it was only my dad and Gabby who liked me. No one else. What am I doing, I can't date Harry, because I will kill myself and I can't leave him heartbroken. Oh who am I kidding he could never like me. Wait, maybe he's only dating me out of pity. Oh my god he probably is, I mean who wants to date a ugly, fat, stupid, worthless piece if trash. Oh god I'm so stupid, I can't believe even for a quick second that he could ever like me. I should just break up with him and kill myself already. Or I could live with a pity boyfriend, I mean free kisses and cuddles, but what happens when I fall in love. Because I've met me I fall in love so easily. And it will break me so much more. Oh god what the hell am I going to do.
" Babe are you ok?" Harry asks
" Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just really liking forward to some dun-kin donuts." I tell him with a little laugh. He smiles and grabs my hand and kisses it. Oh god, what do I do.

( hey guys sorry for not posting I've.... Actually I haven't felt this book. But I'm starting to get some ideas so yeah. Please just stick with it and also after chapter 11 there will be a contest. lol, ok love you guys bye:))