Part ll. Is It Still A Game

Counseling Again

*Bre POV*

So After All That Shit That Went Down Yesterday, Bahja And Everybody Else Is Making Me Go Back To Counseling

I Woke Up Asking For The Wrong Person "Prince?" I Yawned Then It Hit Me "Dann Why The Hell I'm Calling For Him" I Spoke My Head Getting Up And Walking In The Bathroom And Did My Hygiene And Put On A Gra Sports Bra, Some Gray Sweats And My Black Timberland Boots, I Threw On My Black And White Victoria Secret Windbreaker Jacket I Pulled My Hair In A Ponytail And Walked Downstairs

"Shanti Keep Your Brother" I Said "I Thought You Was Gonna Take Me-" Shanti Started "Shanti I'm Already Late" I Said "Just Go I'll Go With Auntie Bahja, You And Da Never Have Fucking Time" Shanti Mumbled Walking Away From Me, I Wanted To Stay But I Got To Get Myself Right Before I Break The Hell Down, Oh And My Car Fixed Ken Knows A Guy

I Got In And Drove To The Place I Got Out And Walked In "Can I Help You" Receptionist Said "Breaunna Womack" I Said "Down The Hall Second Door On The Right" She Said I Walked Down Into The Room "Long No Time See Breaunna" Alyssa Said I Laughed And Sat Down In The Chair Across From Her

"Have They Come Back" Alyssa Asked "Its Worser, I've Started To Here People In My Brain And Shit" I Said "Bre Do You Have Any Idea What Could Of Triggered It Again" Alyssa Said I Shrugged "Tell Me What Has Been Going On Lately" Alyssa Said

"Me And Prince Broke Up, I Fucked A Boy That Is Like A Brother To Me, I Feel For Jacob As In Latimore We Broke Up, Trey Came Back Into My Life And My Mind Is Wondering About Him, I Called For Prince This Morning And We've Been Broken Up For 10 Months Almost A Year" I Said

"Bre Is Your Dad In Your Life" Alyssa Said "Never Been Since I Was Actually I Don't Ever Remember Him Being In My Life, But What Does This Got To Do With Why I'm Breaking Down Again" I Said "Your Trying To Fill The Void Your Father Left" Alyssa Said "What Fuck Him" I Said

"You're Mouth Is Saying That, But Your Conscious Isnt" Alyssa Said "No I'm Not" I Said "Breaunna Listen To Me, How Many Boyfriends Have You Had In This Past Year" Alyssa Said "Three" I Shrugged "And You Said You Was Starting To Fill Something For Trey Right" Alyssa Said "Eh" I Said

"You Need Somebody To Feel That Void That Your Dad Left So You Can't Be Without A Boyfriend" Alyssa Said "Yes I Can" I Said "Really When Was The Longest Time You Ever Gone With A Boyfriend" Alyssa Asked I Couldn't Think Of One, Usually When I Break Up With A Boy, There's Always Somebody There For Me To Pick Up On

"Your Right" I Said "That's Why You So Were Urgent For Jacob Not To Break Up With You" Alyssa Said "How You Know About That" I Said "I'm Supposed To Know Everything About You And What Happens To You, I Also Know Your Not Taking Your Meds" Alyssa Said

"I Have A Problem" I Said "Indeed You Do" Alyssa Said "I Don't Know What To Do" I Said Starting To Cry "Settle Down Bre, Stop Hopping From Guy To Guy" Alyssa Said "There's Nobody I Want To Settle Down With, Trey I Don't Feel That Way About Him No More, Jacob Wants A Family And I Can't Give Him That" I Cried Alyssa Looked At Me "You Forgetting Two Important People" Alyssa Said

"Who" I Said Wiping My Tears "Ken And Prince" Alyssa Said "I Don't Feel That Spark Between Me And Ken No More" I Said "So That Leaves Prince" Alyssa Said "Prince Has Moved On" I Said "Because You Moved On, Last Time I Checked You Broke Up With Him" Alyssa Said

"He Has A Girlfriend" I Said "Show Him What He's Missing He'll Come Back" Alyssa Said I Laughed This Girl Is Also A Friend Not Just A Counseler "Also You Better Start Taking Your Meds Again For A little While They'll Calm You" Alyssa Said I Stood Up And Hugged Her "Come Next Week OK" Alyssa Said I Nodded Walking Out The Building When My Phone Rung