'You was just a youngin' ya looks were so precious'
One week later
"Long time no see stranger." Joedy said smiling at me. This was my first time being back at school since Charlie did what he did to me, i hadnt told anyone and it hasn't happen since then. Every morning, i would say i was going to school but in reality i would just wonder around thinking trying not to remember the pain. I had went to the Drs to get checked, i didnt have any disease and i wasnt pregnant. The Drs tried to get me to talk to the police but i refused.
"Yeah." Was my reply,it was short and distant. Joedy reached out his arm and i flinched away from his touch.
"Hey, i wasnt gonna hit you or anything. Are you okay?" He asked looking concerned.
"Im fine."
"If you ever need someone to talk to im here for you Elisa." He said seriously.
"I said im fine!" I snapped a tear rolling down my face.
"You're crying, something is wrong. Tell me whats wrong!"
"LEAVE ME ALONE JOEDY!" I screamed.
"No! Tell me whats wrong."
"Just leave it alone Joedy."
"Im not leaving you alone til you tell me whats wrong!" He said trying to hug me and i start shaking out of control.
"LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE !!" I yelled covering my ears.
"Is there a problem here?" Jays voice said. He pulled me to his chest....and like magic i stopped shaking.
"Is there a problem here?" He repeated this time showing off his gun that was in his waist band.
"Nawl man, no problem, just wanted to know why she was so upset." Joedy said.
"Well its my job to figure that out, she got a nigga, and thats me." Jalen said to him. Then turned to me. He lifted my chin and made me look at him.
"You gone tell me whats wrong?" He asked. I looked back to where Joedy stood and Jalen noticed what had my attention. He looked back to Joedy.
"You still here?" Jalen asked but the question was rhetorical. Joedy bit his inner jaw and then walked away. Jalen pulled me into a empty room.
"Whats wrong?" He asked .
"My stepdad....rªped and took my virginity last week."
"Oh."
"I can't get the flashbacks to stop." I said as hot wet salty tears rolled down my face. He sighed and wiped my tears.
"Its cool ma, you can stay at my apartment, you aint ever gotta go back there."
"For real?"
"I got you ma."
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"The rules of my apartment is , you cant bring no niggas up in here, Keep away from my personal sh!t and i keep away from yours, when im watchin basketball, dont disturb me. Dont bring no drama up in here, iont mess with that jealous type shxt! i come and please as i go, dont expect much from me, and DONT TOUCH my frosted flakes." He said and led me into a room. I dropped my bags.
"This is where we sleep."
"We?"
"Yes, we Go take a shower." He said and so i did. After i showered i through my hair into a high sloppy bun. Pulled on my pink nike sweatpants and a black wife beater. I walked out of the bathroom and into the living room where Audi, Tristian and Jalen were.
"Bae, come here."Jalen says and i do and try to sit next to him but he pulls me to his lap instead.
"Permante seat." He whispers into my neck and bites it.
"Damn Jay." Audi laughed.
"I mean you could try my lap, its probably way more comfortable."
"Not even" i reply, i was comfortable with Jalen and only Jalen.
"I wish u was my girl lele" audi said and i bust up laughing, she was too much, i often wondered why she was even lesbian she was so pretty, every guy wanted her but she drops them all like flies.
"Nope, still dont swing that way."
"My baby dont love the crew." Jalen gloated
"Shes the only one who aint slobbed the Mob." Tristan says.
I laughed."So you use to fck with the hos huh?" He chuckled and just shrugged.
{blah blah blah blah unimportant
Conversation time skip}
I lay in Jalens arms. Him spooning me from behind arms secure around me his face nuzzled in my neck. He started sucking on my neck leaving hickies turning me on. He rolled ontop of me, i was only in my beater and underwear now and him just boxers. He started tugging at my underwear.
"Wait Jalen i dont think im ready" i said.
"Shhh, its okay, i promise."
"But-"
"I just wanna make us one, i just want to show you how much i care. How much i love you."
"Okay." I said unsure and he ripped off my underwear and plunged inside of me.
Comment/vote i had writers block with this story but now its all good. I see the liiight. Plus i was working on my new stories Betrayed {must read}and No where To Run ! Check them out theyre updated more and are longer.
