YES DADDY | tronnor

Chapter 18✍

Connor ♛

It'd been 5 days since the appointment, and I've been on my medication for 3 days. Surprisingly, I feel more relaxed. To be honest, I never thought I was always on the edge of nerves. But, now I feel carefree, calm, and just overall, normal. Now, I'm just about to leave for work, though I still haven't seen Troye since that day at the psych's. Safe to say that I miss him, desperately. But, I realized that I'd rather have him take years to come back to me as comfortable as he was with me before the incident, than come back tomorrow, scared of me. So, hopefully, Troye comes back sooner, but I'm fine with whatever he's okay with.

(•_•) timeskip (•_•)

In the middle of my work day, my personal phone receives a text message.

♕Troye♕: Hi Connor, I'm coming to work today, sorry I'm late.

It's from Troye. It's from Troye. ITS FROM TROYE. My head screamed with excitement. He's coming...he's coming near me, at least. I mean, this could be the start to building up our relationship again. Then again, I should let him make the first move so he would be comfortable.

Troye ♕

I decided that I'm going to go back to work today. My visible injuries are healed, except the ones on my ass and the ones in my head. But, day by day, things are getting better. Now, I'm able to focus on things other than Connor and what he did. Sure, I'm probably not ready to go home with him, but we'll work on it together.

Wearing a blue short sleeve button-down, black pants, and my reading glasses, I get ready to go to work. Lilly has been generous enough to stay the entire day home with me until I was ready for the office. Finally, I am so we walk into the building and Connor is standing right there, at the front desk, where I have to check in.

"Don't worry Troye, you'll be fine. It's just Connor." Lilly whispers in my ear. I let out a huff of air, then walk over to the desk, opening the binder and signing in while Connor intently watches me. Then asks begins, "Troye, could you come to my office for a bit, please?"

"Ummm... I don't know...if I can. Can I bring Lilly with me?"

Connor ♛

I'm kind of hurt by the fact that he doesn't want to be alone with me, but I brush it off and answer, "whatever makes you comfortable."

At this point, we start getting weird looks from the front desk lady, so I chuckle. At the same time, Troye also noticed her expression, and he releases a small giggle. A look of admiration breaks on to my face. I missed that shy giggle. I missed it more than his moans. I guess I was staring for too long, so Troye snaps his fingers in front of my face, and then walks away. I call after him, cupping my hands around my mouth, "Don't forget to come to my office at the end of the day!" He turns around and smiles. I beam widely and shake my clenched fist for this small victory.

(•_•) timeskip (•_•)

Troye ♕

I walk into Lilly's office and ask, "Hey, you busy?"

She answers without looking up from her paperwork, "No, I'm not busy. What do you need?"

"C-Connor wanted to talk to me in his office and I want to go, but can you come with me?" I groan at my childishness.

She looks up and smiles, "Of course. C'mon let's go!" Hand in hand, we walk through the halls to Con's office. I look around, and see Finn's face. His mouth dropped open, his eyes wide. I'm confused at first, but then I realize that I'm holding Lilly's hand and walking to Connor's office. So in his head, I'm just showing Connor that I stole 'his girl'. I chuckle and wink at him and he mouths out, 'Good luck', giving me a thumbs up. Anyway, enough messing with Finn, we walk through the doors of his office.

"H-hey." Connor smiles and gets up, walking around his desk to stand in front of me.

"H-hi." I can feel Lilly backing away, put of the room so I turn my around and roll my eyes at her.

"Ohhh...you still want me to stayyy?" Lilly asked knowingly.

"Just go." I tell her. She gives me two thumbs up and runs out the door, watching through the glass. "Whatever."

"So...Troye, I've been wanting to ask you something..."

I nod at him, completely clueless at this point.

"C-can we start all over again?"

Start over? "Like, pretend that raping me didn't happen? And just forget about that day!?! It might be easy for you, but I still have scars." My anger starts taking over.

"No! Wait, what? No, I don't want any of us to forget about that day. I-I just want to start our romantic and sexual relationship over again."

"Oh... Like what do you mean?" I ask, still a bit confused.

"Okay, like I want to ask you on a first date again, and I want to take it as slow as you want to."

"W-what about our BDSM contract?"

"It's broken. We don't need a contract if our relationship isn't just based on sex. Unless you want one...but now, I know how to keep my anger under control." Connor leaves room for argument.

"Okay, Connor, I still want to live in a BDSM lifestyle with you, but I want it to be bonded by a romantic relationship, not a contract."

Connor answers, "Same. Okay, so let's start over. Hi, my name's Connor."

"I'm Troye."

"... I saw you working here, and I thought you were really smart, funny, and cute. So, can I take you out tonight?"

"Hmmmm, that was a bit awkward..." Connor rolls his eyes and scoffs.

"I'm kidding. Of course, what time?"

"7:30, until then Mr. Franta."

I take Troye's hand and kiss him on the knuckles, "Until then."

"Alright Prince Charming, back it up."

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So yeah, I don't like this chapter as much. But there's more coming.
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HALSEY'S ALBUM THOUGH.
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