Broken and Swift

Leona bed room

(Authors note the top left is of the blue color, the right is of the music tree thing and the bottom is of the shape of her room and the chalk board)

I felt the tears fall. I slid down the bathroom door. I hate me. I hate my life and I hate me. I have Taylor swift in my life and I'm still not happy. I won't ever be happy.

"Lee you okay?" Andrea asked knocking on the door.

"Yeah I'm almost done" I said trying to sound strong.

"Honey why are you crying?" She asked.

"I think I have a cold" I lied.

"Do you want anything for it?" She asked, oblivious to the fact I was falling apart, I silently thanked God she believed me.

"No thanks," I fixed my face to make it look like I hadn't been crying. I decided on no makeup today. I came out.

"You look beautiful today miss Leona" she said laughing knowing I'd get it. (Best day music video)

"Thanks for saying that" I said forcing a believable laugh.

"You're very welcome honey" Andrea said smiling. "Ready? To get spoiled"

"You really don't have to do this." I said.

"I want to!!" She said and kissed my forehead. "Besides it can be an early Christmas present, it's in like 5 days" she said.

I smiled. I hadn't celebrated Christmas since I was 5.

"Okay let's go" I agreed.

Taylor pov
"So we could go surprise her!!! She's at forever 21 now, she and my mom have been shopping since eight this morning" I said.

"Yessss that'd be great" Abigail said.
Karlie and Selena nodded. "Let's take my car," Selena said.

"As long as I drive" karlie said. "You all suck at driving."

"I would object but I know you're right." I said laughing.

"Race you" Selena yelled and took off running. All of us attempted to run all of us failing.

"I win you all owe me 20 bucks" Selena said.

"Um yeah no." Abigail said.

I smiled. "Shot gun" I called.

"No fair I wanted shot gun." Abigail whined.

"You guys have the maturity of five year olds" karlie said.

"Which is why you're our friend" I said and shot her a smile. I got in and turned on the radio. Selena took out a cd and put it. "Aww" I said smiling. She had put in 1989. we yelled lyrics all the way to where Leona and my mom were. Karlie and Abigail ran ahead. Selena and I followed. I got out my phone and Started video taping Leona's reaction to karlie kloss and Abigail and Selena Gomez.

Karlie tapped Leona on the shoulder and Leona turned around. She looked stunned.

"OH MY KLOSS" she said freaking and then saw Abigail and Selena and started freaking out more. "You guys are so amazing and like you're so amazing thank you so much for being you oh my god" she was totally screaming. I stood there video taping it. She hugged Karlie first and Selena and Abigail joined the hug. I felt tears come to my eyes I hadn't ever seen Leona smile like this. Like besides when she met me but she was crying at same time. This was a beautiful moment. Capture it remember this. I smiled at my lyric refrance I made to my self. My mom was smiling and she came over to me.

"Shes had a lot of fun today she's obnoxiously excited about her shoes I got her like 6 pair." My mom said proudly.

"Thank you" I said.

"No problem tater" she said. Leona came over and hugged me. I hugged her.

"I have a few surprises waiting at home your new friends helped with." I said. She smiled. "Race you guys to the car" I said. Leona took off in front of us beating all four of us (while my mom went to her car) to Selena's car.

"I win" Lee said. 

"Damn kiddo you run fast" Abigail said. She smiled proudly.

We went back home and we blindfolded Leona. Karlie led her to her room, she bumped her into numerous walls.

Karlie took Leona's blindfold off and Leona was in awe.

"Oh my swift" Leona said crying and laughing at the same time. "You got me a flipping disco ball" she said like she was five on Christmas morning.

She started reading the messages everyone wrote on the chalk board wall. I saw tears form in her eyes. She was so grateful.

Leona pov
I was in love with my room. It was so me. They were smart they wrote on one small part of the chalk board knowing I'd never erase them. Taylor's was the longest. I read everyone else's first. Which were all like you're beautiful and we love you and stuff. It was still beautiful and amazing. Taylor's was the sweetest though.

"I know we haven't know each other for long but you are my little sister or my daughter or my best friend or whatever you want to be because you're a part of me. No matter what happens on Monday I will still be around. I will drive you to school everyday and pick you up I will adopt you no matter what regardless if I have the paper or not. I love you Lee. Forever and always.
Love love love,
Taylor
Mom
Big sister
Best friend
No matter what.

I smiled. I ran to Taylor and hugged her.

"I love you so much Lee" Taylor said.

"I love you too," I said holding on to her.

"CAN WE HAVE A SLEEPOVER TONIGHT IN HERE?" Karlie briskly screamed with her signature smile. I tried to bite back a smile.

"OF COURSE" I said acting just as excited as her and honestly I was. Taylor smiled.

"Dibs on sharing her bed" Taylor said smiling.

"What I have to share?" I say smiling. Andrea smiled in the corner with a video camera.

"Yup because I love you" Taylor said tickling my sides.

"But I wanted to share" karlie fake whined.

"Your feet would hang off the end," Taylor said sticking her tongue out.

"But I'm knock out so I can knock. You. Out." Karlie said balling up her fists at Taylor laughing.

"I say we get food" Selena said and she ran down the hall and down the stairs to food with all of the other model like girls following and then me who shouldn't eat for like a year and I still wouldn't look like them.

"You okay Lee" karlie asked.

"Yeah lost in thought" I said forcing a smile. I knew she saw through it she was freaking Karlie kloss she could probably read minds if she tried hard enough.

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Author note-
Soo do you like it?? I knew some of it isn't too realistic but I tried. I'm doing about 1000 word updates:) so yeah. I'm pretty happy where it's going I have some ideas, but if love to hear yours!!!

Stay strong beautifuls
Love you!!!!