Dear journal...
It's been a few days...
My grandmother...
She's still in...
The hospital...
I didn't get to...
See him...
The one I've grown...
Feelings for...
But I got to see...
My best friend...
The one I...
Lost feelings for...
My heart hurts...
I'm eating less...
A lot less...
I'm sleeping less...
A lot less...
All that empty space...
Is being filled with...
More...
Sadness...
Leaving me feeling...
Even more...
Depressed...
My ex isn't my ex...
Not anymore...
He's my...
Boyfriend...
He worries...
About...
Me...
He's afraid of...
What...
I might do...
Self harm...?
Suicide...?
Isolate myself...?
Lose control...?
Stop eating...?
All those become...
My thoughts...
But...
I refuse to listen...
Not only will...
It hurt me...
But...
It will also...
Hurt...
Those who...
Care...
For me...
The best...
I can do...
Is fake a...
Smile...
For my friends...
For my family...
For him...
The one I love...
The one I can't...
Wait to see...
Dear journal...
Goodbye...
I'll be back...
Haii beauty's! How are y'all?
SOTD; Run away with me by Carly Rae Jepson
P.S. I normally listen to PTV or anime music! But I thought the words of the song fit the boyfriend stuff!!! Love y'all! Keep reading what y'all love!
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Dear journal...
RandomDear journal... He sent me a message... I replied... He apologized... I forgave... He disagrees... He. As in... My best friend... My someone special...
