~ Ann ~
Abby looked at herself in the mirror trying to fix her hair then stared at me with puffy red eyes which she tried to cover up with make up
"I'm going now..." She says heading for the door
I smile as she did so. I felt this worry so deeply and it couldn't go away.....this saddening feeling in my heart just makes me wanna cry into a pillow until I have fall asleep...
I sigh deeply as I put in earphones and listened to
Growl - EXO
~ Abby ~
As I walked down the hallway where the moonlight was shining in. Which made it look calming and peaceful also very pretty.....
"I....hope he doesn't make me feel even more worse than I already am..." I mumble to myself as I came around the corner of where the fountain was.
There he was.....Ren Jinguji standing there with his hands in his pockets and his stance always so handsome but somehow sad....
"Ren?" I call out to him as I got closer to him and I met his blue eyes which made the moonlight shine on them.....causing them to glow....
He grab hold of my arms and looked deeply into my eyes causing my cheeks to fill with heat.
"This is very hard for me to say....Abby but I guess I have to say it" he says trying to smirk at me
I gulp and patiently waited for him to say what he has to say. He reached behind his back bringing out a red rose.....he handed me the beautiful rose that looked so pretty under the moonlight
Suddenly....Ren pulled me close....
"How I'm I going to stop loving you?" He says near my ear almost whispering
I felt his lips brush against my ear as he starts to face me and I looked up at him meeting his saddening eyes. I pull his collar down, hard enough for me to wrap my arms his neck...
"Don't stop......because I won't" I say as I buried my face into his shoulder and felt his arms wrap around my waist gently
~ Ann ~
I sigh deeply. Thinking tomorrow afternoon is the day we leave then our lives of fandom and silly imaginations....and only to see them on screen.....but why do I feel like----something is off? It feels like a dream but it isn't.....
*ding ding*
I check my phone and saw Ai text me. He's still up?
AiSenpai: Are you asleep?
AnnChan: No, aren't you suppose to be sleeping AiSenpai?
AiSenpai: I couldn't sleep
AnnChan: Are you okay? You need to speak with someone right now?
AiSenpai: Come and find me
How I'm I suppose to know where you are? Wait.....I know where he is!
I guessed that spot where he likes to look at moonlight.....
I quickly ran out the door with my favourite hoodie and my short shorts on. Wore my panda slippers.
I ran towards the direction and saw Ai staring up at the sky with this blank expression on his face.
"Ai?" I call out his name enough for him to hear it
His pretty orbs stare back at me. I smile.
"Are you okay?" I ask as I got closer to him. He just stared at me blankly...
"I can't analyze this feeling.....it seems important to know what it is" he says staring at me deeply
I gulp.
"Maybe.....describe the feeling with the emotions you already know" I consider
He backs away and thinks for a moment then stares at me again...
"The emotion that I described were sad, distant, selfish, ignorant" he says staring at me with his pretty orbs
I look up at the sky and said this,
"The emotion you feel right now is longing and wanting to stop someone do something but you know you can't because it's they're decision...." I say trying to not face Ai
It was a long silence after I said that but then I felt like I was being stared at deeply so I looked up at Ai seeing him inches from my face
"Does this mean.....I want you to stay here?" He asks
I bite my lower lip and nodded my head. He backed away and his back faced me.
"I wonder why I feel like this?" He asks
I feel my cheeks fill with heat.
What should I do? What do I say? Abby....I need your help.....occasionally I just brush this kinda thing off or don't say nothing at all....
"Uh....etto......could it be......" I stop myself
Ai turns around and faces me. In that moment my mind went blank and my palms started to sweat....
What should I do?!?!
~ Abby ~
He's holding my hand?!?! My hand is being held! I'm gonna die! I'm so happy right now and it's indescribable!
"I-I'll see you tomorrow then..." I say to him as I try to quickly remove my
hand out of his hold
He just held my hand tighter which caused me to look at him nervously. As I saw his flirtatious smirk, it made my cheeks fill with heat. I quickly look away and stare at the ground. I hear him chuckle.
"Oyasumi" he whispers near my ear and his breath brushes off my skin which sent shivers.
His hand slowly slides off my hand and he walks down the pathway with that smirk of his that I love.
~ Ann ~
He's so close! He's so close!
"Aren't you two suppose to be asleep?"
Masato?!
I turn around seeing the moonlight shine on Masato......he was glowing and that amazed me.....
"You don't know?.....I'll ask Camus" Ai says then walks away with a blank expression
I bite my lower lip thinking maybe I should have told him.....
"I'll take my leave first" Masato says about to leave but somehow my body reacted before my mind even thought about it
I clenched his sweater and he turned around with a questionable look on his face. I let go of him and nervously stepped back.
"Oyasumi....Masato...." I say as my cheeks begin to fill with heat
I look up seeing his adoring smile. That smile that is so rare.....so kind......so angelic....I look at him with such dazzling eyes as I walked towards him without even thinking. I reach up and touch his cheek feeling his smooth ivory skin that seems so soft.....
wait......Ann....what are you doing?!?!
I quickly back away from him seeing Masatos blushed cheeks.
"I-I..." I stutter
"This is so irritating to watch"
Is that Ren?
Suddenly, Masato clomps onto me. I gulp. I look up at him meeting his blue gorgeous eyes. His flustered face.
"G-gomensai...." I mumble
Masatos hand reaches up to my cheek and smiles. My legs felt like noodles and I was about to fall but....
" Oyasumi......Ann...." He says in this voice that I have never heard before
Then, suddenly he kisses my forehead gently. I widen my eyes in complete surprise and shock......I was frozen....I saw Masato walk away with his flustered face.
I fall to the ground placing my hand on my chest trying to calm my heart that was pounding in my chest like crazy.
~ Abby ~
Where's Ann?
AbbySan: are you okay?
AnnChan: I'm fine...
AbbySan: are you sure? Do you need help?
AnnChan: no.....just trying to calm my beating heart
I grin widely. Masato.
**later**
Ann was back in the room. She was sitting by the window and I was on my bed trying to sleep but obviously couldn't.
"I.....don't want to leave tomorrow" Ann says
Don't remind me. I'm going to cry my eyes out if I start to think about it. I'll cry when we say goodbye or after the goodbyes....Ann will be there with me and she will help me to be strong.
I just hope.......Ren won't make the tears go down my face because his words and his expressions of sadness just break my heart.
"I think I'm going to cry a lot tomorrow" Ann says nearly mumbling
Me too....
A lot....
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Until next time! *^*
