Yes darling, I always feel jealous inside -- imagining someone else could please you more than me. I guess its more on my insecurity towards you and acting up a bit.
I know and I realized that I'm not the most handsome guy, most fun, or the exiting one; who could please you till you high.
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And, that's it. I do feel (strong) that no matter how hard and long search, you'll never find someone who loves you as much as I do.
