||Shawn Mendes Imagines||

||Shawn Mendes 7||

Based on Japanese song by GACKT P.S. I Love you
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||Shawns Pov||
It was just me and my beautiful girlfriend (Y/N)
She was a beautiful artist. We spent time together collecting items to create drawings and to make them seem so realistic.
We spent days and days together laughing in happiness.
Until one day
"Shawn I have a doctors appointment wanna come with me ?"
"Yeah babe lets go. "
We both made our ways to the doctor. Not too long ago she had a physical done.
Once we got there we waited on the hospital room. I just smiled at her as she starred back
(y/n) is so beautiful and she makes me smile so much.
Once we heard a knock on the door. we both turn to see the doctor and we give our greetings.
"I'm sorry ma'am and sir I have bad news "
She looked at me worriedly. I squeezed her hand to assure her everything is alright.
"What's the news doctor ?"
"Your fiancé has been diagnosed with cancer. "
He passed her the result as she stared at the paper that tells her how she will suffer.
I get angry. THIS CANT BE TRUE !!
I run toward the doctor pinning him against the wall
"Stop lying this isn't true !!"
"Sir calm down "
"How can I calm down ?!"
"Sir please "
"Shawn please. " I turn to see (Y/N )
She smiled towards me but I can tell deep within her eyes she is hurt.
"It's okay "
I ran to her and hugged her.
Why her ?! Why her ?!
As we walked out. Her face of shock.
Why can't it be me.........
Day by day she began to stay at the hospital.
I had to visit her as day by day she grew weaker and weaker.
She still did what she loves most.
Sketching
"Please wait for me "
Those were the same words she keeps telling me every night.
From a happy girl to suffering.
Everyday she spent sketching something I could never tell.
She always looks focused
I had to get a desperate jobs in order to pay for her treatment 
Praying everyday that she will get better.
As i was at work I had flashbacks of our sweet moments together at our home.
I got a call from the hospital saying it was time.
I grabbed my jacket and tried running as fast as I can. I usually take a walk to work.
I ran and ran as fast as I could.
Trying to catch up
WAIT FOR ME (Y/N)
Running and running for my life.
But I wasn't fast enough for the metro train was passing
No no no. No
"NO!!!!!!"
I fell to the ground on my knees.
Waiting.
I felt as I can hear the beeps of the machine
Beep beep beep.
Soon as the train passed o got a call
"H-hello"
"I'm sorry Mr.Mendes (Y/n) has just passed away. "
I quietly walked home. Falling to the ground. I see her sketch book.
I open it.
I miss you.
I began to look through.
Sketches of s watch.
A watch. Time.
Our time
Looking through more there is a letter she wrote for. Me.
I began to cry. To tear up.
The word s.

And final

P.S. I love you

Please (y/n) come back

An : hey guys sorry for no update. But ps I love you is one of my fave songs. I cry to. It. A lot. It's has such a deep loving meaning.
Song is above