"Broken Smile."

"Broken Smile." [9]

[ S a k u r a ]

"What do you mean he is lighter than what he think he is? Forehead you make no sense at all." said my best friend Ino, how I love her and hate her at the same time, ironical.

"I told you Ino, I know he's broken and he think he can't fix himself and that he's just worthless but . . . deep down something tell me that he is just . . ."

"Just what?"

"He is something else. Something that you can get so attached, the way he thinks about life, like is a battle. The way he fights more with his head than with people, he is a mystery."

"The kind of mystery that I want to solve." I sadi drinking my ginger tea.

"Forehead how can you think so good of someone that is suicidal?"

"I don't see him as someone suicidal."

"No I would never look at him like that." I thought.

"I think of him as a beautiful soul that wants to be fixed. But it doesn't need to be fixed because is already perfect that way . . ."

I was looking out of the window when Ino gasped, perhaps she paint wrongly her nail?

"Forehead . . . you like him!"

-
[ S a s u k e ]

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

I thought over and over again. I'm so tired and done with all this.

I really want to be fixed but I think it won't be possible because maybe . . . maybe my destiny was to be this broken.

Beside . . . .

I like it better when I'm at least feeling a little better, even when that feeling doesn't last long.

"Again, Sasuke-kun! Why did you left so early?" she said hugging my arm with her chest, her fake eyelashes bating in what she thought was  cute way, is so disgusting.

I just wonder how much make up she have plastered on her face. I prayed my arm off again.

I usually don't care when she hug me that way or when she try to seduce me but now . . . it just feel so bad . . . like I shouldn't do this because is was just so wrong.

"It was 4:15 a.m. in the morning and I wanted to go home."

"The who was she!?" she said jealous, and I internally grunted.

"What does she see in me? Why does she have to like me? Doesn't she see I don't even stand her?" I thought.

"She? I don't know what you are talking about . . ." I said not even glancing at her, while she try to not look jealous and trying at the same time to flirt, I look for a new cigarette from my pack, it's funny because it's being some time now since I last smoked. But for some reason I was fine with the idea of not smoking . . . strange. I even throw away to untouched packets and even the cigarettes itself.

"Yes Sasuke-kun! A she! I called you a hundred times and a girl answered! You never told me that you lived with a girl! I thought it was you and Itachi! " she scream, and for a moment I wanted her to be mute.

I sigh . . . I really want a peaceful moment.

"I didn't sleep in my house last night, happy?" I said walking away. And entering the school gates, all eyes were on me but for once I didn't wanted to pretend, I wanted just to be . . . free.

"But Sasu-"

"Shut up, Karin."
-

"I'm telling you, Teme! We danced for almost 15 minutes and you just suddenly disappeared! Where were you? I asked itachi and he said you weren't at home." Naruto said, his arm wrapped around his girlfriend who was playing on his phone.

"I was at a friends house." I said with a monotone voice.

I really wish I was as peacefully as when I was with her . . .

"Tsk, you took a taxi I guess. Just tell me-"

"Shut up." I said putting my earphones back into my ears. For some reason I just really wished I could see her to meditate.

"Or . . . no probably just to meditate." I thought.