I like to be left alone
But it hurts when people doesn't notice I wasn't thereI know it's my own fault
For becoming invisible
For isolating my self
For pushing everyone awayI don't even know what's wrong with me
I want someone to notice me
Yet I want to be ignored,
Because I don't think I deserve something like thatI'm getting used of being left
The last option
Unwanted
Because sometimes
I lost controlI don't want to make them suffer by being friends with me
But I want a friend
The one who won't leave me
When I'm out of control
YOU ARE READING
As Days Pass by
PoetryI'm not happy I'm not unhappy I'm frozen somewhere in the middle That is so much worse I am nowhere Nothing is happening It's all blank And infinite