"Don't be so clingy. I might fall." i murmured.
"am I?" he said as he turn over his face over mine. "you are really beautiful."
Alam niya kung paano magpa ikot ng tao. Alam niya kung paano kakagat sa pain niya ang isang babae.
That's Daniel Padilla.
We always do pretend that we have just met that day everytime we make Love, but i still don't think that "Love" is neccessary to say. Just to make more exciting. He do loves suprises.
"don't u still fallin' inlove with me?" he smirked.
Actually i do. Ayoko lang sabihin. Ayoko lng malaman niya. Kasi talo ako pag nagkataon. Ayoko. Kahit naman nag papagamit ako sa kanya, hindi pa rin maganda na ako unang gagawa ng way. Hindi naman ako kaladkaring tao kahit na may nangyayari samin parati..... and yes! He sleep with other girls. He make love with other girls. And that's fine with me.
Rule #1 - No bounderies. Walang mapakealamanan.
Hindi ko siya pinapakealaman sa gusto niya, pero ako gusto kong pakealaman niya ko. Call me hopeless romantic or what ever u want to think, pero gusto ko talaga yung idea na pipigilan niya ko sa mga maling ginagawa ko. Ipu-push niya ako gawin yung mga tama.
Y'know what i mean? The Boyfriend Material "specifically"
Rule #2 I'm just his. I can't date anybody, but he can and that's fine with me because i love him morethan any one of them thinks.
Ayos lang. Atleast i feel speacial to him. I never dated anyone but him. I never make love to anyone just on him. Atleast i'm safe (i guess so)
"aren't u going to school?" i asked as we both wearing our own dresses. "No. May kailangan lang akong ayusin. Pero susunduin kita mamaya. 5PM onwards" i smiled.
Ngayon niya lang ako susunduin sa loob ng 2 years naming pag sasama....opps! Don't get me wrong. We are not leaving in together, pero complicated kasi talaga yung set up namin.
Hindi na ko nag salita pa at bumaba na sa lobby at doon ko nalang siya hihintayin. "Goodmorning Ms.Bernardo." on the Front desk and i just smiled.
I was waiting for Deejay....and i suddenly saw him walking outside.
Teka! Sabi niya may kakausapin lang daw siya na importante sa phone ha? i thought to my self.
I look after him... "Deejay! Wait!" pero hindi niya ko pinapansin. Why is he wearing different shirt now? Naka Plane white shirt siya kanina ha? Himala! Nag Black shirt siya. That's weird! really it is.
"Huy Deejay! Wait for me!" he looked at me but he's wearing shades and has different set of his hair. Okay. It creeps me out.
Problema nito? Naging fashionable! i murmured.
He eventually started the engine of his car.....ay potek yan! Iiwan ako. Hindi ako masyadong maka takbo kasi naka 3inchs ako.
"Deejay! Wait for me......okay! Fine!" i shouted as he started driving.
Bumalik ako sa lobby para kuhanin yung bag ko. "Nakalimutan niyo po maam"
Bakit biglang nag iba pananaw non sa buhay? Ang weird!
One time, i break his rule #1. I accidentally checked out his Drawer and he has different colors o Briefs and boxers.
Pero lahat ng shirts niya, printed either plane are all white. He doesn't wearing any dark colored shirts most specially BLACK.
and his the set of his hair.... usually brush-up and side brush-up. Pero kanina, naka set as fashionable hair yung buhok niya. Weird talaga!
Pumasok na ko sa school kasi medyo late na ko. Pero okay lang naman. Minor subjects lang naman ako today.
"Ur plans for today?" Maine said.
By the way, Maine's my childhood Bestfriend.
"Nothing. Susunduin ako ni Deejay eh."
"REALLY! Susunduin ka niya?!"
"Shhh! Wag kang maingay! Baka may maka rinig sayo!" hindi naman lingid sa kaalaman ng marami na kapag member ka ng PADILLA CLAN, astigin ka, gwapo, habulin ng babae.
Kaya takot na akong ma torture ng mga nag a-admire kay Deejay.
"but seriously friend, what is ur set up now? How is it going? The both of you?"
"Still the same?" okay! I'm questioning our set up now, but seriously it's complicated than you were expecting.
"Still the same feeling?"
"It is. It won't change." i protested. It will really not.
5PM at the parking lot.
"Hey babe!" he smirked as he kissed on my chick. I smiled at that. Who wouldn't?
"Plans?" i asked.
"Nothing. Sa condo lang tayo....but! Mag dinner date tayo. So, anong gusto mo? Magpapa deliver tayo, o ako mag luluto?" i stopped. Seriously? Mag de-date kami? As in Dinner Date?
Usually kasi, tetxt ako niyan nasa condo siya, papapuntahin ako then yun na. Kaya nagulat talaga ako.
Jusko! Dun na ko sa--- "Mag luluto ka? For me? Anong meron?" pakipot na tabonong.
"Wala lang. Ayaw mo ba?" he looked at me quickly. Nag da-drive kasi siya.
"ah--eh-- hindi naman. Osige. Pag luto mo nalang ako. Pag luluto din kita" i smiled.
Kahit papano naman may natutunan akong recipe kina Mama at Papa. Bilang may sarili kaming Restaurant (na kasosyo ang family nila Maine) may mga naituro naman sakin sina Mama at Papa.
Sa supermarket habang nag go-grocery kami, hindi ko na naiwasang itanong yung nangyari kanina.
"Bakit pala naka white shirt ka nanaman ngayon? Diba naka black ka kanina? Saka, bakit naka brush-up yang set ng buhok mo? Diba naka tayo yan kanina? Tsaka, bakit hindi mo ko pinansin kanina? Tinignan mo lang ako sa Parking Lot." medyo madami pala akong tanong kaya natawa siya.
"Una sa lahat, ikaw tong nawala sa lobby. Sabi ko sayo 5-10minutes lang. Pero umalis ka agad. And... I don't wear black shirts. Alam mo yan!" i stopped. Shet!
Sino yung nasa labas ng hotel kanina? Bakit kamukhang kamukha siya ni Deejay? Ano yon!? Kambal niya? Ang weird talaga!
"seryoso ka jan? Eh sino yung......"
"What things do u need? Pili ka lang. May tatawagan lang ako. Here's my wallet para after mo at wala pa ko bayaran mo na. Give me 10minutes." he kissed my forehead.
First time to! Hinalikan niya ko sa forehead ko. Ang sayaaaa! Mahal na kaya niya ako? He respects me!
Walang pang 5minutes ng pamimili ko.....
"Magsi tabi kayo! Baka madamay kayo sa putukan sa labas! Tabi!" the lady guard's shouting.
Nabitawan ko lahat ng napili ko at nanginig sa takot at kaba.
Kakalabas lang ni Deejay. Baka kung mapano yon!
"May nabaril daw. Lalaki" rinig ko sa mga babaeng nag tatakbuha papasok ng Supermarket. Lalo nang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Nag tatakbo na ko pero sobrang bagal ko. Feeling ko may pumipigil sakin.
"Miss, bawal lumabas. May nag babarilan pa. Baka kung mapano ka."
"hindi pwede. Yung kasama ko nasa labas!!!!"
"Miss. Pakiusap. Makisama ka nalang. Maayos to kung makikisama kayong lahat."
Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Naupo nalamang ako sa isang gilid at nag dasal. Kabilaang putok ng baril pa din ang naririnig ko mula sa labas.
Deejay. Please be safe.
