Never//Cameron Boyce

Chapter 56

I'm not saying that I hate writing. I'm just saying you guys should encourage me to be social not sit with my phone in my hands all day✌
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I looked at the picture and found my self relaxing. It may have caused my anxiety attack. But it also calmed me down. I put my head into my hands and wouldn't try to look to see who helped me. But when I stood up the person wasn't any where in here. I walked over to my art and just stood there. But after beginning to feel my heart race, I began to clean up.

I ran my fingers through my hair. I really wasn't up for today but here I am. I can't miss that much school. I want my summer free. As I walked out of the art room I went to my first period. Today felt different from most days that I've come to school early. I walked over to my desk after entering the classroom to silence.

I put my head down. Remembering what happened the last day I was really bullied. Cameron came up to me and told me to cut deeper that day. I remember everything. I could never forget that. I looked at my wrist and felt the tears build up slightly. I've fallen head over heels in love with my bully. And now here I am in the place where it all began. I looked next to me. The seat where Cameron sat that day, was empty. I felt one tear fall from my eye. But I quickly wiped it away.

Honestly right now, I can't be here. I can break if some pushes me too far. I got up and left the room. My mind filled with thoughts as I walked down the corridor. All the locker pushes. All the name calling.

My chest began to get tight again. I continued to walk. All the pushes to the floor. All the lunch periods alone. My heart began to race. Breathing got hard. I stopped walking. I slowly went to the floor. Gripping my chest. I couldn't get up. I tried to breathe. I tried to forget what was happening right now. I tried to forget all of my bad memories.

I tried to get my phone out of my back pocket. But my shaking hands wouldn't grip properly. Yet I still managed to get a hold of it. But with my hands shaking I wasn't able to dial in any numbers. I stood in the middle of the corridor on the floor. I stared at my phone screen and decided to try call my ICE("In Case of Emergency" if you didn't know) number. I managed to get to them and called it. Once they picked up they started to question why I wasn't answering, where I was and what was happening. But then they hung up.

So your probably wondering who my ICE is. I have 4 different ones. Bella, Kevin, Matt and Cameron. I have no clue which one I tried to call... But we'll just have to wait and see. I brought my knees to my chest and tried to calm down. Tears rolled down my face as my chest got tighter.

Once I heard foot steps I got worried. My chest calm down a bit. And so I stood up. I began to walk towards the front door of the school. I kept going without stopping. Until I heard my name start to be called. I didn't know who it was so I got scared and kept going. I could hear their footsteps getting closer. So I tried to start running. Until I felt two arms wrap around my waist.

They slowed me down and I let them. It felt right in their arms. I turned around and put my head on the persons chest. I didn't want to move so I gripped their shirt. The heat from their skin comforted me. They started to run their fingers through my hair. I smiled and cried at the same time. I pulled off of them and looked who at who was comforting me.

I could see the freckles on their face and I already knew I dialed the right person. I looked into Cameron's brown eyes. The eyes I would never look into before. The eyed that once scared me. The eyes I now love. He smiled at me. The smile that would only show to my pain. The smile that I now can't help but want to make shine every day.

I put my hands on his cheeks. And he wrapped his arms around my waist. I leaned in to kiss him as did he to kiss me. I placed my lips on his and we kissed in unison. His hands went from my hips to my butt. My hands dropped to wrapping around his neck. He pulled me closer to him. I felt his tongue drag across my bottom lip asking for entrance. But I pulled off before I could even allow him. Our foreheads touched. And I could feel his warm breath fan my face.
Cameron: You okay?
Me: I don't know.
Cameron: What's wrong?
Me: Everything.
I looked up to face him better. Our noses brushed against each other. I could do nothing but look into his eyes. He pecked my lips over and over again. He tried to calm me down knowing it was the only thing that could possibly help me was him and his love.

I could feel my heart race as he kept kissing me. The kisses then moved from my lips to all over my face. The nose, the forehead, the cheeks, every where. Then he started placing kisses on my neck. When he finally stopped he nuzzles his head into the crook of my neck. I held him close as he held me close. My chest pain calm down and all I could feel were butterflies in my stomach. My pain quickly grew to love.

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LATE. THIS IS HORRIBLE!!! I WILL NEVER DO THIS AGAIN...hopefully

Love you all and I'm sorry if you wait for this ❤