Walking into school after not going for a week, almost feels like the first day again. You get the butterflies in your stomach, and hoping you have friends in your classes. But in this case I already know my classes, I just have these butterflies in my stomach. Walking into first period I see Jack...
"Oh babe I'm so happy you're back." Jack comes up to hug me.
I smile and hug him back. I have missed him. "I kinda am too. Just happy I don't need to be home all the time now." I said sitting in my seat.
Class was just about to start when Niall comes up to our table. I look up, seeing him already looking at me. "Hey Li" he smiled at me. Really, he is trying to talk to me? I just Roll my eyes, looking away.
"Umm okay? I just wanted to know if you're okay?" Niall asked
Looking up I decided to answer "Yes, I'm doing fine. As you can see I'm in school now."
"Yeah that's good." He smiled, just nodding my head. I think he got the idea I don't want to talk to him.
I was walking into the parking lot when someone called my name.
"Hey Lilly" looking it was Louis?
"Umm Hi?" I asked
Louis scratches the back of his head before he decided to start speaking again. "I just wanted to say sorry."
"What?" I asked confused
"I'm sorry for hitting you in the head at the game. It was an accident. I should of been paying more attention to what I was doing." I really appreciate him saying sorry, but why did he decide to do it a week later?
"Oh um thanks! But why are you just saying sorry now?" I asked, not trying to be mean
"What? You're lucky I'm saying sorry now!" He started to yell
"Yeah and if you were sorry you would of went to the hospital to see if I was okay. But no Niall me ex-friend came and Harry did too." I yelled back at him "and I don't even talk to them!" I was know getting up in his face. Which I know I shouldn't do.
By the look on his face I thought he was going to hit me. "You know what you bitch? I wish I hit you harder then I did. You want to know why? Because maybe if I was lucky you would still be in the hospital and not here!" Louis yelled at me. By this point I was crying, and I never cry.
I look up at him an nod "I do too. I wish you did hit me harder." You can tell Louis wasn't expecting me to say that.
"Wait, what?" I look him in the eyes. "You should of." Looking down "Maybe your wish will come true." With that I walk away.
When I got home, I went straight to my room. Looking at my phone I see three missed calls from Jack and 11 unread texts from "football." I decided to call Jack later and see what the text messages were about.
Monday
Football:
"Hey, how r u feeling?"
"Umm I'll take that as not good?"
"I hope u r okay."
Tuesday
Football:
"R u going to answer me?"
"Nope. Okay I just really hope you're okay and feeling good."
"️Night love"
Wednesday
Football:
"U haven't been to school all week. R u okay"
"You can talk to me. I will always listen."
"Come on Lilly"
"U r starting to worry me"
Friday
Football:
"Okay I understand maybe you don't want to talk to me."
Today
Football:
"Umm hey, I saw you at school today. Happy your feeling okay again. I think. I saw you talking to Lou did he say sorry."
Me:
"You can ask him yourself."
Football:
"Oh god finally."
"What do you mean ask him? Why can't you tell me?"
Me:
"Because I'm done with everything."
Football:
"Wait what happened? R u ok? Do I need to call someone?"
Me:
"I'm fine. I think. No not really."
"It's just what he said to me. And no I don't want to talk about it!"
Football:
"Okay I understand, but if u do need someone to talk to I'm always here for u. :)"
Me:
"Like I know I don't know you but that means a lot to me"
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Okay that was it:) i had a hard time writing this idk why tho. But I hope you did like it and you need to go listening to Home by One Direction it is life !!!!!
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