Chapter 39.
There is a begining and there is an end to everything. It's like the unwritten law of everything ever since God has created this awesome, yet awful place we call our planet. But God bends the rules, right? God, itself, is the exception to all of his rules. All living things must die. He never dies. All things must have a begining, yet he created beginings and ends. He is infinite. We are not.
I think you would agree with me if I say some infinities are bigger then other infinities. Between 0 and one there is an infinity of numbers. 0.1...0.11...0.2, etc. However, if you consider the amount of numbers between 0 and 2 I am sure you will find it that there are two small infinities you should consider.
When I look back at my life, I am more than grateful for the small infinity that was Harry Edward Styles.
It's curious, the things that make us tick. I found that out on what started like a beautiful morning in the backyard of my superstar boyfriend, looking at my extremely beautiful daughter who has then reached the beautiful age of two. I had just finished highschool and me and Lou were talking about college.
"I mean, we should go together if we're going to do this, right?"
"There is no one else I'd rather have near me in medical school, Louis Tomlinson." I smile and then quickly ny smile fades.
"What's wrong, Ni?"
"We're sitting on a bench in the back of my sexy boyfriend's backyard, watching my daughter play happily and I can't help thinking about the people that can't be here...that should have been here."
"Zayn..."
"Zayn. And to top it all off, I'm having this severe anxiety to leave my sexy boyfriend and see him once a month and I don't know if we're going to last. I don't know if distance can't quite literally shatter every dimension of my beautiful relationship and if statistics have anything to say in this, we WILL break up."
"Niall, it's going to be okay. You, me and Ariana will go off to med school, Liam and Harry and Z... Liam and Harry will stay here and they will be fine. And I will be prone to seeing your skype sessions and your dirty sexting and all those other freakishly romantic and disgustingly cute stuff you will do over the phone."
"You're one to talk. What about you and Justin?"
"Puh-lease, baby. Justin is moving anywhere I go, you have nothing on me."
"Of course the Biebs is coming. Why the hell not?"
"I'm sensing some passive-agressive type of thing."
"Really? That's funny. I was going for actively-agressive."
"You don't like Justin? 'Cause honey, I love me some Jerry."
"Of course I like Justin. I like the whole thing you got going on. But he's so smitten with you...he would go anywhere. Not Harry...and I don't know, I can't expect him to just leave his whole life behind for me, but... your boyfriend sets the bar pretty high. He gave up singing for you, he's moving anywhere for you. Just...God. I want that. With Harry, of course. No one else."
"Okay, Nanny McPhee. All I can say is wait and you shall receive."
"What?"
"I'm going now, Horan."
"Are you not telling me something? "
"I'm closing the door now."
"Well, see to it that it hits you on the way out!"
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Been gone awhile but I'm baack. Let the games begin!
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