The Life Changer

Chapter Two

Chapter two

15 minutes later we arrived at the photo shoot. As soon as we got out of the car, I made a beeline for the bathroom. I quickly locked the door so nobody could stop be from cutting. I pulled out my razor and cut my forearm. It stung a little but I was so happy that I got to cut again. I made four more slits on my arm, at that point I couldn't hold the tears in any more. The tears quickly started flowing down my face. *knock knock* "Niall are you okay in there, you've been in there for a while." I heard Louis say. "Um yeah I'll be out in a second." I managed to mutter. "Okay if you say so." I hear the worry in his voice. I put my arm under the sink to wash off the blood. I grabbed some paper towels to wash my face off to make it seem like I haven't been crying. Thank god for bracelets so I could cover my arm up. I unlocked the door and walked out to where the boys were sitting. As soon as Louis saw me he smiled but I could still see the worry behind his smile. I looked at the other boys and they gave me a look of annoyance. "Niall your up!" I heard the camera man say. I quickly walked off so I could get my photos taken. I could hear the boys talking about me. "Something is wrong with niall I can tell." Louis stated. "Does it look like I care." Liam replied back to him. "If he has problems he can settle it himself he's a big boy." Zayn said. "I'm not his mother, it's life he'll have to get over it." Harry said. "Still he's like my little brother I have to find out what's wrong." Louis replied back. After their conversation end they walked over to the place we were taking photos at. It was time for the group picture. God I hated taking group pictures with them. I know they want me out of the band, everybody's wants me out. "That's a wrap." The producer yelled. I let out a sigh of relief. I was so glad that this was over I just wanted to go back to my room and lock my self in. We for back into the car and headed home. And soon as I car stopped, I jumped out and ran to my room and locked the door. As soon as I hit the bed I stated crying. I'm such a wimp. Just die already. That's only some of the things i was think about. "Niall are you alright?" Louis questioned through the door. "Perfect." Was all I could manage to say. I heard him sigh through the door and walk away. I pulled out my laptop and logged into twitter.

"Die you faggot!"

"Everybody hates you."

"The band will be better without you."

At that point I couldn't stop crying. I changed into some comfortable clothes and pulled out my journal.

Dear Journal,

Well tonight's the night. Everybody wants me dead. Looks like they got their wish. I'm planning on jumping off the cliff on the beach. It's the quickest way to die.

-niall

I finished writing and ran out of my room into the living room. "Where are you going?" They all questioned. I didn't even reply back I just walked out.

Louis POV

"I'm going to his room to see if I can find anything that will tell me what's wrong with him." Louis said. "We're coming to." The rest of them said. The followed me into his room. I saw his laptop open and what looks to be a journal. I looked at his laptop and saw that be was reading hate. Then I grabbed his journal and read what he wrote. I dropped the journal and the boys looked at me like I was crazy. "What?" The questioned. Harry bent down and picked up the journal and read it. "Oh god what have we done."

~Authors Note~

Cliff hanger. Wonder what's going to happen next?

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