Thurday
today was uhhh.
i got home from school and as i was washing the dishes i received a text form marnie.
“we goin bible studies”- ahh sh*t! I had forgotten all about bible studies being today,ah i don’t want to be badmind and miss it after-all im trying to be a good Christian.after previous events i knew yet again me wanting todo something would create tension.but there was noway i wanted to miss bible studis because of me.so i bleached my airforces and got dressed.i then called him to ask if it was ok with him i’d go,then he got all vexed and started to shout at me saying “the only reason your going is to see a certain person”he knew this would piss me off. He carried on talking shit”you go church to look at boy’s you don’t go bible studies so study the bible your going to see someone”- omds he was getting me so mad i started shaking and just banging the counter and throwing random objects around. Ontop of that what made things worse was that he was laughing about the whole situation while i wasn’t in a very joking mood.why does he like to piss me of? Hurt me? And cause arguments.so i leave my house anyway and get to marni’s house to knock for her. I turn up at her door and this chick is still not ready – are you serious when she’s the one who reminded me!,typical black person.so we head of to bible studies and on the way there im telling her about this guy’s dumb arguement which has got me in a seriously foul mood. Just at that moment my phone flashes ‘Unknown number’ – arhh who could this be now?! LOL joking it could only be Shane no one else calls me, I’ve cut myself from contact with everyone member?. So i pick up the call, still angry, i take a few breaths and let him speak”lol baby,i was only joking you know about this whole thing i was just tryin to piss you off,i was bored”-umm well this worked well, got me all pissed of and that, but what kind of sick child is he?if this is what he calls ‘funny’ then he has no sense of humour : | . after bible studies i go home all excited about he holidays thinking me and him would be able to-do stuff, so i dial him ..ring...”hello I’m going sleep now night”- already? :s hes going to sleep already when i have loads of stuff to say ,ahh going to be so bored now! . im stuck doing nothing and jump in bed within minutes im knocked out,shane calls me and i tell him im tired,hes not letting me sleep! Because he says i woke him up, eventually he lets me sleep,and so far me and him are doing fine,doubt it will last.
